Both want the other to only love them. Uke knows Seme's interest, not sure if he knows it's love because at one part it says he knows but after sex it says he didn't know it was that and not as just a best friend? Not sure
Also the title suits very well cuz omg they could have been together since ch 1 after sex if they're honest but oh no they derail it lmao.
Derail