Ai Enma's manga / #morally grey mc(1)

my fav manga chap 71 will forever makes me cry at night :)i love Hanako, and one of the MANY reasons why is because he is so relatable. for the one he loves he will do anything? it's not that he hate Aoi he just likes Yashiro way more and would do absolutely everything he could to save her. that's all. it's easy. between choosing someone that you really love and a person you just don't feel any negative emotions towards. for Hanako it was the same as choosing a loved one over a stranger which ANYBODY will do. which is why he's so relatable. which is why he's a morally grey character that is very well written, even if he know she is nene's best friend he doesn't care cause he only cares about nene and her living at the end. hanako is such a complex character and he is so well written love how morally grey he is yknow what almost everyone in this manga are morally grey heavy on hanako and teru where hanako would do everything for yashiro teru would do anything for aoi the both of them are so terrifying and cunning but hanako hurts so bad he's so young at the panel 31 of chapter 85 he looked so young, so broken so.. he looked so lost. he really didn't know better than to kill aoi, he just wanted yashiro to live. chap 86 have such a special place in my heart. love how dark the story actually is. the story is one of the most well written one, the art is on GOD level and the characters are all well written and developed. this manga is a masterpiece. chap 105 OMG I CAN'T BELIVE HANAKO CRIED CAUSE TSUKASA KISSED NENE chap112 19/03/24 what. no i refuse. it's the ending ? hanako is dead ? he disappeared. and one of the last words hanako said to tsukasa is "i hate you so much" ? it can't be the end right ? fck i feel like crying it is so incomplete i can't be done i don't feel satisfied it can't end like this. we don't even truly know what happened to tsukasa and hanako in the past so that's the end they came back "in the past" ?? AND FORGET EACH OTHER AND HANAKO DISAPPEARED I WON'T ACCEPT IT FCK I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING MY MIND