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Paid(Fujoking)

Complete | Fujoking | 2000 released

I love this. I remember when i used to wait for this every weekend. Its special to me :,) read again and finished: Wow this is very nostalgic remember waiting every week for this... i have a million things to say but first of all heejae is thesweetest and i love him Since the story is complete i have no reason ti live anymore te amo haejee. anyways i loved the mc, liked the romance storyline in their pasts, liked the reassurance towards Heejae about how hes still precious despite everything Still feels like he couldve gotten better tho, cuz like they treat him like a fucking baby... hes a grown ass man, like i know some accidents cause people to like have difficulty and stuff but they act like he has no... conscience? like he cant do anything by himself but it rlly seems more of a result of being sheltered than stupid.. and they unconsciously treat him like he cant fucking do anything at all and have no agency as a person whatsoever... they rlly dont take him seriously im crying... and he rlly just fell in love w this dude after fucking a lil like he really received such shit affection that that kindness made him fall like i dont know its really not romantic anymore... im having such cognitive dissonance with this cuz the run away part and winter sea part and near the end them smiling and stuff was so sweet but theres like so many problems in this relationship... well given this rant its showing that i did end up liking heejae a lot so plus the author for that, cuz hes a damn sweetheart anyways i just wish they could let him make... decisions? Let him be a person?? Without likr relying on everyone for everything.. yes when u have a disability u can rely on people, sometimes u have no choice and it doesnt make you any less of a person but its like he has no agency (again) whatsoever to make or do anything. For all the time he always has to rely on someone to evrn be happy... its rlly fucking sad actually, its like the story, the relationship wasnt fleshed out enough. They dont even have side stories of them being happy nd shitnlike the author wanted them gone.. IDK i am such a crybaby w this shit cuz i hate it when it feels like creations rnt to their utmost potential, like they got left in the dust, as if they hadnt gotten what they truly dserve. Anyways i may be having a manic espidoe im just HIGHKEY butthurt cuz tbh my fault my expectations were skyhigh cuz this rlly reminded me of a part of my life cuz it was like the thing i looked forward to at the end of every wk and it was like the light in my darkness LMFAO obv knowing it was shit at some parts... man i wish i had that spark again... me x heejae fanfic when... me w the fix it fic where i make heejae happier....

Kabukichou Bad Trip

Ongoing | Eiji nagisa | 2019 released

This is like my top favorite bl not gonna lie. I think consent is so sexy and also all the characters are so cool and hot Sorry for the really short review but to my very core I absolutely adore this, thank you so much author! (and also the translators ofc hehe!)

Osananajimi ja Gaman Dekinai

Complete | Momose An | 2000 released

Peak! Peak! Favorite bl rn ngl!!!!!Went it for the sex went out crying nd happy. I think the author is a real ally tbh. Happy pride month. Wow. I love the queers. Everyone i hope you bag the person you love and may same sex marriage be legal . Alleluyah Note: apparently there is a vol.3 in the works, in fact apparently in sale rn? But there is no translation yet haha, looking forward to it so will keep this @ reading list and not already read <3 ty to author nd translators