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So in fact, this manga is really, really, really a good one. No, really, but it'a a very complicated one... No-no-no-no, it's not, instead it's just confusing. And I think it's because of the introduction with the story of the dream about piano, wich one goes nowhere and nobody understand. So when you read the manga (well maybe not for you but it was my case anyway): the different stories go on (one day it's this couple then another, always changing), well what I want to say is, that it was fast and with minimal explanation, and you're like - "I think I understand little by little and also the way the mangaka want me to understand the title "Links" and their stories of all these couples, but... I don't understand... Why?! Am I sleepy? The translator didn't do a good work? I'm not in the mood for this kind of story right now? WTF is happening!? What is it?!" - And everytime the mangaka introduce you a new couple, a new story, you searching the "link" (indeed xp) with the First story of "piano dream", you're thinking about throughout the whole manga reading and it's that, that confuse you. - "who was it in the dream and beside who was the one dreaming? Is it in the past, the futur, the present? etc" - Well you're totally lost because the mangaka introduce you quickly and into small piece on purpose, and with minimal details, but plus, the less related couple to the introduction story up to the one who's the most, so you kind of understand the whole thing only at end, and the real "explanation", the "link" you've been shearching the whole time, about the introduction "dream piano", is appearing only at the very end of the manga, after the introduction of all couples. It's tiring to explain, I don't think I did it well, but one thing is sure, I think that you have to read this manga several time (OR I think just find the page with the portrait of the characters and read it first will really help you, plus in the portraits you find info that you don't see while reading the story, iy's reallly weird) to really understand the story, and what the mangaka want to show, say to you. And more you read it and understand the story , more you know the characters, the couple, more you can see the little details and thinkings, and appreciate this manga and the plot, the manner it was write is, for me, kind of magic, real poestry and beauty, it's kind of amazing.

[Seconde couple related to the oneshot in "Chiisana Koi no Melody"] Really good, really really, right in the kokoro damn, and it makes me sad because I don't have a man like this but it's the price for reading it XD

I'm in love with Maki. Oneshot chapter 7 "Riverside Moonlight" so funny, j'en ai le cul par terre XDD

The main story is really special and well written to me. It's not a special story or anything, but we're discovering the story with the seme's mind, not really niew but not common neiter (well the question is not really seme's mind but the strong one, the hard head). And above all, it's the first time I read a yaoi where I [[SEE]] the behavior of a character who's falling in love changes (We see Astuki changes right before our eyes, well it's Ryouji eyes and his mind and so on) AAAANNNNDD, Ryouji is fckg CANON. Yeah it's super important. I would have liked to see them fuck hard (sorry for the primative mind and such way to speak)!! Mmmh, they're not like they would "fuck hard", it's too much, AH! I know, more like "rock their body all night", sometimes lovely make it with such sweetness (like their first), and rock really hard and a little naugty times to times XD Yeah, so I was saying, I mean, Ryouji would be a really good seme, I don't see him idiotly hard or dirty talking to Atsuki but more like just he would be really skilled, attentive and *high concentrate* (like he does for the kiss) in bed, so the way they fuck would be REALLY HOT AND EXCITING and not just naughty because it's like "you say no but you want it in here, huh?" (too common perhaps it's becoming boring, maybe I just read too much). And yeah, like Yamima said, Ryouji looks like he got stamina, and because the fragile but horny Astuki (well maybe not HORNY but he sure loves sex because he's always looking for someone) has anemia problem, they will do it like they were always in heat and Atsuki will often faint (there will be a realistic reason here, not like in some other manga's I've read, I have the impression it's happening all the time, it's not normal to faint so easily... on the other side, I can understand it if it's while a rape, but weirdly I've never have the chance to read a yaoi where a uke faint because of a rough rape), so yeah this couple could be so hot... Yeah. I know. I really want a next tome. (FUCK YEAH I DID IT, don't really need to read the following part) Oh I have a hard time to explain my point of view, duh. Mmmh, well you see, we're in Ryouji's mind who observes Astuki, his reactions, his weird behavior, and Ryouji says to himself that he doesn't understand, he's imagining other problems, he's totally wrong and so on. And, this exceptional way of writing, I immediately understood and noticied. See, thanks to all these yaoi's we read before, where we were often in uke's mind; WE, we can understand what's happening here; WE, we recognize right away what's doing Astuki, that he's like that because he's falling with Ryouji for real/all over again. And then, when we see Ryouji getting upset because he's worrying for Atsuki, or when he's arguing with him because he doesn't understand what's going on and get the wrong idea about the problem... Well while I was reading these moments, I clearly remembered other yaoi's with the same problem and situation but the other way: I remember the same situation but in uke's mind, and you're like "where the seme's gone find this kind of reason? Well it's cute, he's worrying so much for the uke, his head is all messed up, so cute ^w^" and the uke is kind of like "WTF are you saying?! It's not that I will say you the real reason, and yes I'm confessing right now". [Do you still follow?] AND THERE you realize and go "it's so special, here for the first time I followed the seme's reasoning all way, and I saw the behavior of the one falling in love changes" ... In reality it's not a question of "seme or uke's mind", maybe more a question of "the one in love and the one who's falling in love"... no it's not really that either... Uuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhh... "the sensible one and the other one's mind"? No... "the strong headed one and the other"? "the iniciator of the love problem and the one questioning himself"?... I'm fucking lost in my reasoning... AH, I know! All this is confusing because usually, when the one who has to accept the other one's feelings is a uke, he will first refuse and be scared and it takes time, when it's a seme, he'll rapidly think the uke is cute and jump him all of a sudden. AND HERE, Atsuki, the uke, is directily falling in love with Ryouji, he realizes and confess rapidly while the seme, Ryouji, is not sure what to do and is slow for realize anything, wether it's about him or Atsuki. ... ... urgh... I'm tired, too bothersome to re-do, I will just re-start from the beginnig and change it by adding something between "common neiter." and "Oh I have a hard time to explain".

[chapter *Us, Blooming* in "Koi To Wana" - "Mankai Darling" - "Bokura No Negai"] |Chapter 14| First Kento have to cut his hair, I just hate it, compared to his younger self it's simply ugly. That said, the real matter... It's fucking palpitating XD I've the kind of feeling that I'm watching some suspense serie XDD There are so many things going on at same time. It's great! I didn't feel a bit at all bored =D It's really something else to have multi-pairings to overwatch in the same mainstory, not like usually (like, the perfect example, "junjou romantica", or the "fake related" oneshots) And, yeah I really want that the things move between Hayato and Ame/Ryou (buh, I prefer Ame, and there is already a Ryou, not fun...), but the manga here is also really interresting BECAUSE of that. I mean, everybody has understood since the first pages of chapter 1, so yeah it's like we're waiting for years, but it makes it so good, so dense, so deep and to control himself like that and to be so refexive about it, it's totally in accord with Hayato's personnality and when this will finally happen, we will feel like it's a miracle because we knew Hayato's feelings for his brother since beginning and we shared his pain all this time, so beautiful and heart-warming...! OH YES, OMG, I just can't explain how much I love it, and how much it's JUST PERFECT FUCKING AWESOME STUFF! (I hope I will not be desappointed with the development in next chapters, I want it to go on so well like this :3)

["Are you Enemy?" - "Not/Love" - "Heat"] I have to say the truth, if there wasn't the end with Daisuke, I really would don't like this volume, it felt so different from the others, while reading I was wondering if it was really Kano-sensei the author for this tome, the personnality of characters weren't even the same (no seriously in the story with Sato-truc, Daichi would never done that, and Bun would never say him that, it's so illogical it pissed me of), the story with Satoru (or Sotaru, I already don't remember anymore) was so *unicors, rainbows and sweet everywheeeeeere*, so out of the story, it disgusted me, I ended up not really reading the pages and skipping them when it was too much for me. I don't even understand why the manager was Bun's type... no but seriously?

[Shinshi to Norainu - Shisen no Sono Saki] I can't love it, I'm sorry, I can't! It's like a big joke. I'm so so so disappointed, because... First story: I really enjoyed chapter 1 (like that: "Awww~ more-more-more! I really like iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. I want to cry (TT~TT)... "), when I saw all the updates, I thought "7 chapters?! About Banri x Masaomi?! PLZ MAKE IT TRUE. No I'm sure there will be some side story, keep dreaming on girl, keep dreaming on." But in the end it is so rushed damn it!! More I read chapters and less good it was, it sucked! The story was great, it could have been such a good storyyyyyyyyy! Banri was hot and Masaomi was sexy (I adore his name, it sounds so cute ^^) Second story: My first thoughts were "and again a perverted or sneaky secretary with glasses, pfffffffff... so boring", but when I saw the whole character, *great insparation*... I explain myself: - the secretary: "Well, yeah uh no, he looks puny, stunted." - the secretary at night: "Uhmm, looks kinda tasty, if I could take you home I wouldn't say no ;}" - the secretary without glasses: "OH MY FUCKING-- WHO ARE YOU?!?!" My conclusion: Eda is the child of Medusa and an incubus, he just has to look at you one second in the eyes, and you take off all your clothes. The glasses are there to restrict his power or the world would be a chaos of lust. Yes, yes, it's the holly truth, you know. So when I understood the mangaka's goal with this story (top playboy forced bottoming or seke, YES SEKE, BOTH! Oh my dream), I was already supporting Eda..., But with that "STATE LEVEL 3: INCUBUS MODE ACTIVATE", I ended up like, uhm, how to say it... => "YES DO IT MAN! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! I AM WITH YOU LIKE MAD" ... ... ... To end up fucking up the story. I was seriously mad but of rage: 1. Aki disappears, just like that, you don't know where he's gone (seriously?). 2. Eda makes a lame confession, his wild sexy side died out (bleh.) 3. THE WORST: Yamaoki, the president, who's a pure top (it's exactly what he said), moans, cries, drools, with his face of "ah, no, take me, I don't know what's happening"... GRHFHAHHAHAHHF IT. S-U-C-K-S. He's a total other person, it's stupid!! He's A CEO! He's Eda's boos! He's older! He's smart! He's a playboy! He fucked several of his secretaries! He's a pure top! Did you see his face when he was flirting with Aki, so full of self-confidence? SO THERE'S NO WAY HE DOESN'T HAVE GUTS, NO WAY HE'S NOT FUCKING ARROGANT AND COCKY, AND NO WAY HE DOESN'T HAVE PRIDE!!!!!! He just can't react like that, even if he has been pent up, he's not a novice with sex, he's a PLAYBOY, a manizer, an ass-chaser and not so young; it's not just because he's gonna bottoming for the first time that he'll totally lose himself, be serious! First, I hate it when the autor CHANGES the personnality of his character to realize his fantasies, how can we take you seriously after that? Second, I hate this fucking cliché in yaoi where top=man and bottom=woman, all these poor guy who act all girly just because they take it in the ass it's stupid! It's not because he's gonna bottoming that he's not a fucking man anymore! I am a woman when I fuck with men, I don't become a man when I fuck with a girl, and when you put a finger in your boyfriend's ass-- well maybe, he'll react a little differently than usually, but he doesn't suddenly change for that, begin to moan or cry like a pussy in his matting season! Here Yamaoki looks like a little girl all of a sudden. (Rhaaaaah!) 4. The last but not the least,... ALL THIS FUSS FOR NOTHING, WHAT THE HELL!?! I'm sorry, but now, it squarely looks the mangaka himself thought "I give up, I do not imagine them, I can't bring myself too choose how they'll do it after that". (SO. PISSED.) Third story: I have been pretty nasty already here so I'll just say for the appreciation "no comment" , maybe it's not so bad but in fact, glasses are often a total turn-off for me. The characters with glasses are almost always: smart bastards and/or big perverts and/or weak innocent ukes. And the worst for me is the last categorie, the innocent uke with glasses, so lame, so weak, so gross, ewww! For example, I read "Hidoku Shinaide", and I just love Maya (and the other couple looks interesting too, about his cousin and a god of sex if I'm not wrong ^p^) he's so perfect, sweet, so in love, caring, possessive, manly, sexy, perfect body, almost a celebrity, rich, and so fucking hot in bed, and even his new hair-cup I'm happy with it! But when I read, especially while sex scenes, I hide Nemu-somthing's face because he just turns me completely off. MAYA PLZ LET HIM RELOOKING HIMSELF DAMN IT, DON'T BE SO SHITTING!!!!! And it's stupid but I support glasses better when they're rectangular or something but especially not the kind of round ones. So this uke here, Sousuke? I just can't.

Rhâ! I so adored it!