well shit's manga / #Crying im crying(29)

seeing imai’s character development is so nice u can actually see that he did try to move on and hes a bit more firm too in expressing himself? I didnt like that he apologized to the ml though bc technically he didnt do anything wrong back then lol like im trying to put it into perspective if i finally met someone who shares my interest and!! Is potentially gay as well i would expect the same thing like imai shhdhdj Honestly? I want to see the seme struggle in those years away from mc idk i just love seeing semes go through the “why did i do that” scenario it hurts so good tbh like yea!! Why were u a jerk!! Contemplate on that!! Reflect!! Yearn!! This was a cute, angsty-ish read feel like it gave the same dreamy feel like hyperventilation (it does not come close lol but the dreamy, fast/well paced vibes were there) i was actually rooting for imai to find happiness with someone else ,,, i want a story where the mc doesnt end up with the jerk ml but instead ends up with a nicer ml... thats be a great angst tbh

the part where he said he wanted to buy graves for the both of them and kazuhiko smiled and said “dont you know? i cant sleep without being next to you anymore” triggered my tears so quickly never have i teared up that quickly over a line jesus christ. The scene where they wrote their wills and it being practically the same and “sharing my time with you was the greatest joy of my life” was so sweet, god i hope i get to experience this kind of love in the future

one of those stories where i was BEGGING the author to end the angst like i was bawling my ass off crying the last few chapters im broken beyond repair this story is pure hurt/no comfort for 30+ chapters/comfort. Like you’ll get that comfort after trudging thru chapters of heart wrenching angst. My eyes are swollen. Its fucking good. Deserves an anime adaptation. Amazing ending that leaves u feeling sad and empty bc u kinda dont want it to end. Good for them. Thank you. This is gonna live in my head rent free for years to come lol. The best //heavy angst// shoujo rofan manhwa ever hands down.

stares out the window in silence…. Shooting me in the knee would have hurt less than the angst author cooked up bc jesus christ. The plot was fucking amazing. Amazing well written characters and author went IN with the mental breakdown of the whole reincarnation ordeal. Inas and nigel’s reactions were all valid like they were rlly pushed to insanity. It hurts oh my god ??? And seeing the plot unravel was INSANE and it felt even crazier bc of i went in this blind as hell. Author has a masters phd in conflict, story telling and homoerotic tension bc WOW. Also love the homoerotic stabbing as well thats such a big plus. Chp 45 rn and i need an update desperately like im about to lose my mind. Its the most heart breaking star crossed lovers situation ever like wow i wanna fucking die??? The narration makes it hurt even MORE it JUST HURTS?????? holy shit i was on edge for 7 straight hours binging this at 3am. Author is insane. I aint ever read a plot twist that twisted as much as this twist twisted. Insanity. Madlad author. 10/10. Big fucking kudos. (Also this is another situation of dont EVER trust the first page of commenters those ppl are LYING?!! Never judge a story by ppl’s initial reaction like trust me this is worth the read. I remember putting this off bc i thought it wasnt good as the commenters said but nah those are ur enemies. Get cozy, grab a tissue box and just binge it all thru man. Angst and whump lovers this is a gem!!! Magnum opus of historical rofan bls for sure, top 3 with kings maker and eternal covenant hands down argue with the wall)

this is so fucking good i love love love the angst of it all ahh AHHHH im obsessed IM SO OBSESSED i desperately hope it gets an anime especially from the studio that did violet evergarden PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! The romantic angst!!!! PLEASE ITS JUST TOO GOOD WE NEED MORE HISTORICAL ROFAN ANGSTY SHOUJOS AND THIS IS ITTTTTTT the way oriana’s character is written is so so well done. From her enthusiastic character in the beginning when she met vince to realising that shes all alone in this journey and timeline, its so so well written. I feel tired FOR HER. The panels of her from vince’s perspective adds so much depth too, how oriana is there but u can See how emotionally distant she is at times and its all bc of the weight of his death that shes carrying by herself thats wearing her down… oh oriana TTT Ch6 where oriana convinced vince about her reality, its so fucking heart breaking oh my god and vince’s (misunderstood) realization that oh who oriana loves isnt Him but another version of Him,, the panels showing another vince beside oriana,, that shit went HARD as hell oh i love the way vince’s conflict was portrayed!! THE INDENTITY FUCKERY AHHH his reaction is so valid too EVERYONES CHARACTER IS JUST SO WELL EXECUTED AND WRITTEN IM OBSESSEDDDDD VINCE AND ORIANA’S DYNAMIC IS THE PERFECT ANGST DYNAMIC TOO sunshine mc x tsun (but sweet) ml The art is fucking gorgeous as well, the anatomy and uniform/character design is amazing, and i LOVE how they truly do look their age!!! Its heart breaking bc youre constantly reminded of how Young oriana is when all of this happened,,, even her trauma and anxiety was portrayed so well,,,,everything was just written with so much love u can really tell how much the author is enjoying in expanding the worldbuilding and characters aghh so inlove with this story ITS TEW GOOD AHHH shoujo rofans we are SO back!!!!!!!

Bro this is surprisingly sadder than i thought, all that repressed yearning for 10 years from both of them. Jesus

Ch 107 Read this thinking its gonna be a good silly hehe haha plot but got smacked with the most heartbreaking, nerve wrecking plot ive ever read from a shoujo in a good long while holy shit ? Like tell me why i just cried through majority of the chapters? Oh my god? This story is so damn good? From the couple dynamic, the relationship growth and the unfolding plot all of it is so well done!!!!!! the art improved tremendously too omg author!!!!!!! THE DAMN PLOT TWISTS WAS FUCKING CRAZY TOO OH MY GOD?????? The way everything clicked the further the chapter goes and suddenly the change in mood of the story is fucking amazing? Like i swear half way thru the story dipped into graphic/mature territory like the blatant blood splatter, burning body, mentions of class inequality, conflicting family dynamics and how it parallels to that of a religion in its own…. The themes for these story are incredible oh my god? Love love love how the central moving part and theme of the story circles around family dynamics, all the parallels between the characters…. Never thought “doomed by the narrative” but make it mother son duo to be this heartbreaking godddddd Girl author cooked like fucking crazy with this holy shit im in awe????? Truly havent felt this engaged in a shoujo story in a while its genuinely such an addicting page turner!!! The moment the plot started unfolding and youre met with this dooming feeling of helplessness towards the narrative… u know shits about to be GEWD…. Like i genuinely do not know how this will end …. Everytime we are having a hehe haha family moment the next chapter just bulldozes it and reminds us about the inevitable and its sooooo nervewrecking… also fucking love seeing aisha’s mental breakdown when she had the vision dream it felt so visceral and raw … i just kept crying reading this her relationship with hades is so well written too like i LOVE hades bad he is such a lover boy… and his love for her was so overwhelming it rlly bled into his next lives.. HE’D FIGHT GOD FOR HER????? Yall dont ever settle for anything less omg… but the best of all is rlly the way the author portrayed aisha and abel’s relationship. That instant connection upon seeing your mother/son that spanned thru lifetimes…. And having to sacrifice that happiness for the sake of others and the mercy of your child…. That shit is fucking devastating…. Out of all shoujo manhwas, this one deserves an anime adaptation the most, especially by key studios like i know the ost for this story would hve me choking on tears……. PLEASE this is my favourite story ever the love the angst the devotion the desperation the despair . Family family family. Its just so damn good. Author really came into this story with a goal in mind and they fucking delivered

A very pleasant lighthearted read!! Yokai x human stories always gets my heart aching with the eventual parting the couple will go through bc of their different lifespans and this is exactly what happened i love how sweet and simple it is, two lonely individuals finding comfort with one another and building a life from the love they cultivated for one another and giving it a whole new meaning; my favourite love story theme forever!!!!! The art style is gorgeous, author’s work is stunning and the characters are sweet and lovable. I adore haku, i ache at his abandonment anxiety, hes jsut so cute and wonderful TTT i would have enjoyed chapters and chapters of their slice of life in the country side and the ending was wonderful too, im so happy haku finally got to disappear and join izuki, what a good boy to have waited to patiently and earnestly through all the years, kept the house as best as he could even with all the vines growing TTTT “the pain he gave me is kind and sweet.” The way i teared up… oh the inevitable pain of being loved…. What a satisfying read, obsessed with the final panel, so simple so peaceful and so quiet. They deserve this sweetness, 10/10!!!!

The shounen yaoi i fucking deserved after all these years THANK YOU GOD this MY magnum opus. The themes the characters the plot the trope the dynamics everything felt like it was crafted for me thank you so much author???? Grief and survivor’s guilt being this overarching theme with the question of “what is justice and is it a death worth fighting for” over the backdrop of a dungeon/hunter world building… im in love!!!!!!!!!! The angst really hits you where it hurt and to see such a lovable mc; yeonsoo, grumble about all the wills hes doing for his passed team mates but still doing it anyway bc thats the only way he can cope through every day life.. it sso fucking devastating. And you Know that his team mates knew he was suicidal over this and they tried to give him the most craziest to do lists still TTT what made me cry even more is the will that said “chew 20 times each time you eat” bc they want him to always eat his meals yeonsoo is really a character build on love bc when u rlly think about it, hes carrying the little traits and hobbies of all his friends, theyre always with him and its both a curse and a blessing its so so heavy hes really trying to do everything hes such a good and kind boy who deserves everything in life and most of all deserves a good fucking rest…. The couple dynamic is so addicting too, the banters and the “only this person knows etc” is so so good….. and the dynamic change of all the characters once they know hes chaeyoon… god i cant wait to know how the story of the great dungeon will be revealed to people bc its so horrific……… the ptsd episode yeonsoo is gonna have is brutal ahhhhhhhh please… please give him a gentle ending TTTT and please love him kindly jihan….. i cant stop cryinf dawhdbbdbdn the comments in batoto rlly makes the reading experience more enjoyable bc everyone is just devasted for yeonsoo its so unfair to see people shit talk “chayeon” and his decision on laying low when they dont even know how the great dungeon went down inside.. the consequence of noone telling the tale,, and instead of leaving the guy alone, ppl still seek for him to push him back into the dungeons its just so frustrating like seriously whats the point in justice!!!! Fawk!!!! TTTTTT The og tl title makes so much sense now too “mission: save the hunter” like my guy is thisclose to just ending it all and yknow what i get him!!!!!!!!!