100/10 i felt bad for zhishu that his boyfriend for 10 years cheated on him on the outside and he even misunderstood him and suffer through so much pain and he even endure that illness for 3 years,,. to the one that the seme had a fling to Shen he suffered too that he thought jiang Wenxu is for onlu for him but Jiang Wenxu just consider him a fuck buddies, he even cheated to Zhishu and hurt shen, he didn't even tell him the he has a boyfriend amd decide to cheated,, Ivan is a great character that he help the uke to live his life to the fullest and make the uke wish come true but sadly they weren't together but ivan love zhishu but zhishu doesn't want ivan love because he will be gone,, at the end when Jiang Wenxu regretted all of the things he do, and he cant see the uke even just for a day before he die, i felt bad for him but slightly he deserve it cause he abused the uke and even raped the uke but his love for him is pure in the beginning but after 10 yeats it was fading like a wilted flower, i hope Jiang Wenxu and Ivan find happiness to their life even thought the on that they love had died, my deepest condolence to Shen and Zhishu He,, i lovw the story its a heartbreaking love
10 years where I loved you the most