kei_k's manga / #age progression(5)

Kujou's airheadness was a bit too much at times, and while most of the time funny, I found the misunderstandings overused... I'd really want a devoted lover like Yanagi though.

start/end: 04/03/19 T_T It hurt to imagine this happening, what more IRL. :( Especially the part where... C'mon.. It was Akira who first "fell in love" with Yuuki despite being straight.. So knowing that same guy break up with him saying they weren't really gay anyway broke my heart. It felt like, even if someone pursues you, claiming he's so in love with you and is willing to do anything, in the end, people still change, and so do their feelings. There's no guarantee that you'll always stay the same in their heart. I guess this is why it's really hard for me to imagine myself being with someone again anytime soon. I just feel like I'd just waste time being with someone I won't end up with anyway.. Ugh, got totally sidetracked.. But anyway, I'll keep this in my favorite list. Just to remind me how being afraid of "losing" someone to the point that some will choose to drive them away instead, is just useless. It's better to spend time creating memories with your special someone rather than overthinking of the uncertainties of the future.

start/fin: 04/24/19 note: RAPE is not between male leads. (It's from one of the two's tragic past.) Aww such a beautiful love.. I was just too hurt with Rio's tragic past... How could a child go through that hell T_T If only Sui found him sooner... T_T Thankfully, everything worked out in the end.. But if it's IRL, I'm sure he'd still be traumatized by that... But yeah, I was put off with how they slightly brushed the rape thing lightly by claiming that father just loved him too much that he even left all his wealth to Rio despite him running away. I mean, c'mon. I wish it wasn't put off like that, so even Rio who was traumatized just said something like even though he was horrible, he was the only one he called father. like wth! how is that even a father. ugh.. So yeah, I'd say if I ever re-read this, I should stop by CHAPTER 3. DO NOT READ FURTHER OR YOU'LL BE TRIGGERED.

already read this ages ago, but left untagged. re-read: 04/24/19 wish i could be as calm as Souji when it comes to my "lover" hehh.. Just.. I'm conflicted. I dunno exactly how to take it. Their relationship is complex, but one that I wish I won't be involved IRL. I just know I couldn't be patient and understanding enough with someone like Mika.. But somehow, I dunno. They just click and match. Hope there's more extra chapters though, especially when Souji's a contract lover. Wanna see Mika's reactions. lol