kei_k's manga / #Tragedy(59)

Ch 4. Ahhh this is seriously disturbing and frustrating! I mean, how can those girls bully like that and get away with it? I can only imagine how the bullied feels. No wonder suicide incidents in both middle and high school increase.. Err. It's actually translated until Ch 7 already but I feel so frustrated to continue...

Ch 5. original: http://comic.naver.com/webtoon/list.nhn?titleId=602930&weekday=&page=2

Ch 7 // I wish the after effect of Asa being raped was further elaborated.. I mean, I'm happy how he's moving on with Yoru, but is it really enough like that? I personally didn't like how Asa was before. He was really hard on Yoru after finding out his feelings. He used him, but it's not like Yoru really resisted because he actually liked it. Asa was really rude to Shiori, saying those demeaning things and physically hurting her (not because she's a girl, but simply because she didn't even know why Asa was acting that way towards her after flirting).. But you see, Asa was actually RAPED and ABUSED. Some may see this as a proper lesson since he was actually the type who used music to get girls and bang them (they actually drug them, but it's not like the girls were oblivious to how the meeting worked, so they were more than willing to do it.. Well, thinking about it now, it may still seem like rape since they were somehow drugged, but idk, it seemed here like the girls were very much conscious). I knoooow, going to the police would feel like a no good idea for Asa since he wouldn't want to go through the experience again while telling it, and he might run into more trouble with Iori (the yakuza onii-san).. But I really wish Yoru at least punched them or something.. Er.. Well, anyway, I guess people deal with trauma differently. I mean, when Asa so Iori after they sang their duet, Asa was shown shivering, so I guess he's not completely over it, but he chose not to dwell too much in the past and move on with his future with Yoru instead. In a way, that traumatic experience made him realize how mean he was before and he mellowed out more..

1. Yuma x Suwa (unrequited love for Kajima sensei, who already has a fiancee.). Yuma liked being on the same train as Kajima despite being risked of having men grope her because it was a time when they "share the same aura." She went out with Suwa but she wasn't really satisfied because the one she really liked was Kajima. She went on pestering Kajima, but he was resolute. He already has a fiancee and didn't consider her. She ends up just asking regards to the fiancee since she realized that there are a lot of girls like her who could only crush on him (earlier she was wondering why not a lot of people notice him when he stands out for her a lot). She goes back to Suwa. 2. Kanna x Haruta (Kanna x Haruta are childhood friends who ended up being friends with "friends since middle school" Asami x Mayama. Kanna liked Haruta but she was insecure about how he truly felt for her because he continued flirting with others, and when a convo about the motorcycle went like this, H: I'm going to let the girl I love ride on it. K: But I'm scared of motorcycles... H: Who said it would be you? So yeah, that made her feel like maybe he didn't really feel that way for her. So when Mayama asked her out, she went with him and kissed him. But then Haruta died the same night when he was hit by a truck while riding his bike, texting Kanna that he's coming (bec earlier, Kanna said not to barge into her room suddenly, and should at least send a text).. So yeah, Asami liked Haruta and confessed during the fireworks (this is also the time when Mayama made a move on Kanna) but he rejected her because he liked Kanna. Basically, they were going around in circles. Asami liked Haruta and knew he liked Kanna, but she pretended not to know and wanted Kanna to feel that things with them 4 shouldn't change... Mayama liked Kanna and knew Haruta liked her, too, but he pretended not to know, so when he knew Asami liked Haruta, he kind of pushed them to be together so he can get Kanna. Kanna felt that Haruta liked her because it was natural for them to be together and he was giving her sweet little kisses, but she was conflicted because he doesn't confess to her and instead goes on flirting with other girls. It's a heavy case for all of them so it was hard to move on. After he died, they just went on their separate ways because they felt like they were at fault. Eventually, they got together as friends again. 3. Mizuki x Kajima. The story of how Kajima met his fiancee. Started in hs. Mizuki was a 3rd year, who had unrequited love for her sensei who was getting married, while Kajima was a 1st year. They ended up being together, but since graduation was near and she's going far away, Kajima didn't want to be in and LDR. Mizuki asked him to come see her only if he's really serious about her. Six years have passed, he never once came. Mizuki came back and Kajima became a student teacher in their alma mater. They were somehow reunited by her niece. Seeing a guy with Mizuki in the hospital when visiting her dad, he assumed she had a bf so when asked, he told her he has a gf (w/c was later denied by her niece who liked him). After seeing Mizuki's guy friend (whom he thought was her bf) with another girl, he realized he misunderstood her and comes to her while she was sharing her regrets of letting him go just like that before. Anyway, they voiced out their concerns about that and went to his house to "see his dog" just like when they first did it. 4. Ai x Mayama. This is the same Mayama from #2. He was in her neighbors unit, taking care of his friend's goldfish while he was away. Anyway, they had sex, but Mayama couldn't completely get serious because he hasn't completel gotten over their past. It was implied in the end that he was conflicted of being with Kanna since they shared the same past but at the same time, wanted to somehow forget and move on. It's like he's a bit ready to move on with Ai, but he can't, at least until Kanna becomes happy with someone else again.

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Deep Love Series #2

Deep Love Series # 3

Interesting, but wish there was more.. I just felt empty after reading.

My heart hurt so much.. Ugh. I hate Jaein so much! I hate how he turned out... I liked him in the beginning when he cared so much for her, enough to embrace her past.. But when she started helping him, he betrayed her. F! I was really hurt when he decided to have her sell herself again so they can save money and start a new life... But what did he do? He used the money she worked so hard for another woman! She didn't even care how she was being treated badly by the customers. He couldn't accept how dirty she's become when it's actually his fault that she had to do those things against her will. Grrr. About Insu (Cop), I hurt for his wife, too... That moment really hurt... When he vowed that his love won't change even when she no longer had her breasts... Then when they had sex and he saw the scars, he went limp and couldn't get it up anymore... What hurts more was that he 'tested' it with another woman and when he saw that he still could get it up (except in front of her wife), he continued his sexcapades until his wife finally found out... Really... It was so painful when she ahd to send him the photos of him with another girl and when he rushed out to her making excuses like she misunderstood and he didn't love them, it was already too late. If I were his wife, even if he didn't love those girls, the mere fact that he can be satisfied doing it with them when he can no longer do it with me, it would hurt the same. Because I'd feel like he's just forcing himself to be with me.. He says he loves me no matter what and nothing will change, but he betrayed me first. If that were me, I'd rather be alone than stay with him. Ahhh really. This makes me fear reality more. No matter how in love two persons are, there would always be an incident that will test their love. Sometimes, this make them stronger, but a lot of times, it breaks them apart. I really lose faith in men whenever I remember the incidents in this webtoon. It makes me see how a lot of guys really are blinded by lust. I just don't think I could take it. Err. So anyway, this is tragic, but kinda openended. We see SuAe holding onto the two guys whom he loved, but we don't know if she'll live or what. It's unrealistic how she committed all those murders without getting caught but the story itself has realism and it hits the right spots.