kei_k's manga / #Separation(3)

start/end: 04/03/19 T_T It hurt to imagine this happening, what more IRL. :( Especially the part where... C'mon.. It was Akira who first "fell in love" with Yuuki despite being straight.. So knowing that same guy break up with him saying they weren't really gay anyway broke my heart. It felt like, even if someone pursues you, claiming he's so in love with you and is willing to do anything, in the end, people still change, and so do their feelings. There's no guarantee that you'll always stay the same in their heart. I guess this is why it's really hard for me to imagine myself being with someone again anytime soon. I just feel like I'd just waste time being with someone I won't end up with anyway.. Ugh, got totally sidetracked.. But anyway, I'll keep this in my favorite list. Just to remind me how being afraid of "losing" someone to the point that some will choose to drive them away instead, is just useless. It's better to spend time creating memories with your special someone rather than overthinking of the uncertainties of the future.

start/fin: 04/24/19 I've been seeing this title whenever omegaverse recommendations are wanted.. I've been putting off reading it though 'cos omegaverse is kind of a guilty pleasure for me, but I have to be in the mood. I'm just annoyed whenever omegas are taken advantage of because they give off strong pheromones. Thankfully, the omega uke here is strong enough to fight off those who attempted to touch him even when he's vulnerable. I also liked that they waited until alpha seme (Haruka) got old enough before they do it further. Sure, it's kind disturbing to see omega uke (Chika) unable to control himself and kiss Haruka, who didn't even know what's going on. Fortunately, after that, Chika was even more cautious not to do much to Haruka. Anyway, I wish there were more chapters as to when they're finally together.. I would've loved to see Haruka in college, dealing with some bugs that wish to steal him away, and him being completely devoted to Chika regardless.

I've read this a lot of times and I still get hurt every time.. I always forgotten to tag this as "already read" though. hehe. Anywayyyy... The overall tone of the manga was just sad and heartbreaking.. but it's such an eye-opener and it really makes you wonder how people deal with such IRL.. Ughhh my heart really hurt for Tomohisa during their "cool off" period. T______T Then, bam! My tears immediately fell and my heart hurt for Hideo when I read the extra chapter/epilogue.. T______T // prequel: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_to_parade/