kei_k's manga / #Rape(53)

I really wanted more of Kitagami's story! He's like, frivolous but cute. I liked Okumura as an uke. He's aggressive and sexy. I like how he's become more tamed for Endou, that he would no longer sleep around unlike before. I liked the 2nd story's seme, Ikeuchi-san. He's successful, intellectual, devoted and passionate. He's also mature. I'd want to be spoiled by him, too. XD

My heart hurt so much.. Ugh. I hate Jaein so much! I hate how he turned out... I liked him in the beginning when he cared so much for her, enough to embrace her past.. But when she started helping him, he betrayed her. F! I was really hurt when he decided to have her sell herself again so they can save money and start a new life... But what did he do? He used the money she worked so hard for another woman! She didn't even care how she was being treated badly by the customers. He couldn't accept how dirty she's become when it's actually his fault that she had to do those things against her will. Grrr. About Insu (Cop), I hurt for his wife, too... That moment really hurt... When he vowed that his love won't change even when she no longer had her breasts... Then when they had sex and he saw the scars, he went limp and couldn't get it up anymore... What hurts more was that he 'tested' it with another woman and when he saw that he still could get it up (except in front of her wife), he continued his sexcapades until his wife finally found out... Really... It was so painful when she ahd to send him the photos of him with another girl and when he rushed out to her making excuses like she misunderstood and he didn't love them, it was already too late. If I were his wife, even if he didn't love those girls, the mere fact that he can be satisfied doing it with them when he can no longer do it with me, it would hurt the same. Because I'd feel like he's just forcing himself to be with me.. He says he loves me no matter what and nothing will change, but he betrayed me first. If that were me, I'd rather be alone than stay with him. Ahhh really. This makes me fear reality more. No matter how in love two persons are, there would always be an incident that will test their love. Sometimes, this make them stronger, but a lot of times, it breaks them apart. I really lose faith in men whenever I remember the incidents in this webtoon. It makes me see how a lot of guys really are blinded by lust. I just don't think I could take it. Err. So anyway, this is tragic, but kinda openended. We see SuAe holding onto the two guys whom he loved, but we don't know if she'll live or what. It's unrealistic how she committed all those murders without getting caught but the story itself has realism and it hits the right spots.

I really dig Shouta's male appearance. He's very sexy! I like how he's the one crossdressing, the's shorter one and more effeminate, but he's the seme. I like the gap. :) I wish there was more, exploring the development of their relationship, because the way it is now, we only see them having sex (so it's quite unbelievable to think they're actually in love just 'coz they're passionate in bed). About the rape, I dunno, it doesn't feel as bad as the others. probably because he himself does it. And he liked it. It was possible for him to fight him since he's bigger but he somehow couldn't resist, so yeah.

"I'll divorce Tamaki when she comes back." "She won't come back. I already killed her and burried her there." "Uh, k, thnx." LOL It's twisted and I don't feel loved but creepy in an interesting way.

Ch5.6 reread 5/13/18: I really like it despite the "rape" .. still not justifying it, but it's good how they worked it out and talked. thoughts when first read: Yuni (seme) was raped by Natsuki (uke) on the first chapter.. I know he's too sad and depressed and desperate that ge could no longer control his desires but he should've at least confessed or talked before taking action. Wekl, in his pov, he was sure that he'd be rejected before he can make his move but isn't it ironic that despite gettimg that sex you wanted, uh you aren't happy at all bec you just forced it? Anyway, I understand that he felt broken after Yuni pushed him away after the deed, so he left without a word because he felt guilty... In a way , that's good but leaving things like that almost never work bec the other person will just end up thinking avout you more... But anyway, it was good that after their reencounter in college, they expressed their feelings upfront. The rape still isn't justified though I understand that it's the trigger (hey even a kiss could've triggered his emotions and make him realize his feelings)... I just don't like it when people say "The rape can be overlooked since he ended up falling in love anyway./The rape isn't that bad because it actually helped him realize his feelings./It's not so much of a rape since he liked it towards the end and even cummed." Like, duh. I liked it nonetheless because they settled it neatly and they understood where each of the m was coming from..

erm... Yui grew up hot. That's all. lol. jk. Anyway, it was a pretty good story. I wish the psychological aspect was further explored...

Well, a lot of loose ends but great potential.