kei_k's manga / #Megane Uke(86)

Ch12... Ughhh it's heartbreaking... I just hope Naoto doesn't sleep with Kei while Taichi's like this.. // update: 10.26.16 Initially, I guess I was just rooting for Taichi to settle his issues, because they're mutually in love and natually, I wanted them together. However, I guess I haven't really considered Naoto's feelings before. I see it now (thanks to Colleen Hoover's It Ends with Us novel) how Naoto endured so much for Taichi and for the sake of saving their relationship. When he decided to give dating another try despite knowing they didn't do well in it in the past, he sincerely wanted to give it his all. He was insecure with being in the same sex relationship, meaning he'd have to give up hopes of providing Taichi a proper family in terms of marriage and children. He was hurting more, because he's the one who "receives." If Taichi were to choose a woman later, it'd be more painful because he'd feel less worthy because of their difference. I was especially disappointed, when they were talking about Taichi asking for time to think things carefully again, ALONE, because apparently, he didn't consider things even when he already proposed moving in together and being okay with anything as long as Nao's with him. Just imagine how much that hurts Naoto. But he was brave enough to ask him to talk about things together, since it's their relationship on the line. I can kind of understand why Taichi thought he should think about it alone first because perhaps he started questioning his own conviction. But honestly, I'm more on Nao's side. I liked how he really made an effort to make time for Taichi and wait for him so they could talk about it more thoroughly, but all Taichi's done was avoid him. Running away delays the inevitable, and a lot of times, make it worse. Now that Nisshi's taken action and confronted Taichi, he suddenly realized how he wasn't thinking about Naoto at all when he waivered? I'm pretty much upset with Taichi because of his past behavior, which Naoto accepted despite being hurt. They're not exactly broken up, but more of in a cool off relationship. Even if it's like that, though, I'd still not want Naoto to be kissed by another guy. He's in a very confused and unstable position at the moment, so I don't really want to ruin them more with this. If he were to at least consider someone else, it should be when he properly settled things with Taichi. I don't want to taint him as a cheater (though he doesn't have any intention). I wish Nisshi won't kiss Naoto at that moment though, because even if Nao didn't cheat, he'd surely feel guilty and it'd bother him from time to time. Nisshi may even be hated. So I say, Nisshi should really just stay put. Just show support and not expect anything yet. I don't exactly hate Nisshi, because he couldn't help that he fell for Nao, but I don't want him to be a bad guy just so Nao and Taichi could be happy. I want him to be happy too, especially after being betrayed by a past lover like that.

Seme was super selfish and annpying. Uke had potential but the way he gave in so dooon was disappointing.

Adding it to my favorites because I couldn't stop smiling while reading. This is one of those light and fluffy manga that make you feel good and reminisce the feelings of having an innocent crush at school. I wanted more though, like exploring Sasano's "otomen" hobbies and of course, deeper development in their relationship. I really loved the pacing and transition of their relationship. Sasano may have been attracted at first sight, but he didn't confess right away and got to know Koga better before actually acting upon his feelings. I just love them so much. At this point, their roles aren't so apparent, but I think Sasano's the uke and Koga's the seme. Either way, I love them. Oh, about the art, I got confused a few times because of the inconsistency of their heights. Other than that, I don't have much complaints. :3

Just... I wish Taki wasn't used like that...

ch4

1st couple: Robo-kun (Ikeda) x Sex Service Addict (Azuma) - Interesting, but I wanted more.. I wanted to confirm if Azuma really stopped going after he finally confessed. 2nd couple: Kuu x Subaru ~ Well, it had lots of funny scenes, but I think it doesn't match the first story.. I mean, the vibe is different. It's kinda weird, really. :3 3rd Couple: Miura x Matsumae (http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_last_lover/) ~ Hmm, love how the uke who was virgin became lewd but didn't let the seme push him around. He actually made him addicted to him even though he planned to let go. Overall, they were nice,but no doki doki feels at all. ps. I really liked Robo-kun's character though.

3rd story (Chap 6) in http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fuuzokugurui_desu_ga_toshishita_danshi_ni_kokuraremashita/ * Fetish - Virgin fetish

c18 13: - I realized that perhaps, in a twisted way, Karino actually cares for/is interested in Azusa because of what Atsumu said in a chapter (saying the caste can be a way to protect).. It's like, because of the dangerous group think that's happening, it's possible that even if Azusa remains a King, he'd be overwhelmed by the majority of those who are against him. In a way, it's better to for Karino to be the devil's advocate to protect Azusa from a MORE DANGEROUS future with their pervy and twisted classmates. The story is really f*cked up so I hope the author somehow execute it well in the next chapters. In a twisted way, I like Azusa and Karino to truly fall in love BUT only after they come to terms to their own selves and get ready for the consequences by atoning for their sins. When I first read this, I remember being utterly heartbroken and frustrated and mad to no end, but rereading it now (11/26/16), I can understand the situation better and see it in different perspectives. In other words, I'm not just being prejudiced with what I was taught to be morally accepted or righteous. I guess after reading lots of manga, I came to realize how ugly human nature can truly be despite growing up thinking otherwise. I, in no way, condone or support rape, violence or abuse, but I at least see it in a clearer perspective. It's really not just black and white. I wouldn't justify these things, but in this f*cked up world, people can only see the best after experiencing the worst.

Non is my bae. Just wow, dude! He was really devoted since young. I really liked how he wanted so much to tuck Akkun in him to make him stop crying.. I also wanted how he was very proactive in pursuing him instead of just being pushed around. The 2nd story was complicated and heartbreaking. C'mon, realistically speaking, it sucks if a husband cheats on you like that. I get that their marriage wasn't going well but they chose to stay in it for their child and they didn't have enough motivation or reason to get out of it so they just put up with it.. So when Tsukamoto found that reason, he decided to get on with the divorce. It sucks because there's a child involved, but I think it's better to leave and make the child understand than to pretend and deceive so as not to look bad. I mean, as the child grows up, he/she'd see how f*cked up people are. So yeah, initially I'd be so mad at the uke, but after thinking about it more, I realized how he wasn't happy anymore and it was pretty much pointless to stay. It's like, instead of turning into a monster, he'd better be off somewhere else. Aaand anyway, regarding Sou-chan, hmm so he used to be an uke for Max.. I guess he's a seke but a total seme for Tsuka. I liked Tsuka's devotion though I shed tears for him and my heart really hurt during those times that Sou refused to acknowledge his feelings more seriously, afraid that he'd be abandoned again.. I mean hey, even Max who wanted to play him hurt so much for him. Gahhh. Really. Also, I like it when an ex who interferes the relationship turns out to aim for his ex's current partner instead of the guy he used to date. XD I mean, it helps in making them realize how they're taking their partner for granted.