kei_k's manga / #I Cry T_T(19)

start/fin: 03/25/19 ~ My heart broke over and over while reading, and I imagined different scenarios because of this manga, so I got hurt even more.. Even so, I'm glad they eventually had a happy ending (for now at least~)... Ahhh, it's been a long time since I really liked something like this.. I mean, unlike other manga, I don't even know a lot about these characters.. But after seeing them go through this ordeal over and over, I just got attached to them and supported them. Ahh, I want more... T_T I guess I'll have to imagine the rest..

start: 03/26/19 end: 03/27/19 Wish the thing about ch 6-7 was elaborated further 'cos it seemed kinda random how that "sci-fi-esque" situation came to be.. It was too rushed in the end.. Oh well, I still really liked it though!

start/end: 04/03/19 T_T It hurt to imagine this happening, what more IRL. :( Especially the part where... C'mon.. It was Akira who first "fell in love" with Yuuki despite being straight.. So knowing that same guy break up with him saying they weren't really gay anyway broke my heart. It felt like, even if someone pursues you, claiming he's so in love with you and is willing to do anything, in the end, people still change, and so do their feelings. There's no guarantee that you'll always stay the same in their heart. I guess this is why it's really hard for me to imagine myself being with someone again anytime soon. I just feel like I'd just waste time being with someone I won't end up with anyway.. Ugh, got totally sidetracked.. But anyway, I'll keep this in my favorite list. Just to remind me how being afraid of "losing" someone to the point that some will choose to drive them away instead, is just useless. It's better to spend time creating memories with your special someone rather than overthinking of the uncertainties of the future.

I've read this a lot of times and I still get hurt every time.. I always forgotten to tag this as "already read" though. hehe. Anywayyyy... The overall tone of the manga was just sad and heartbreaking.. but it's such an eye-opener and it really makes you wonder how people deal with such IRL.. Ughhh my heart really hurt for Tomohisa during their "cool off" period. T______T Then, bam! My tears immediately fell and my heart hurt for Hideo when I read the extra chapter/epilogue.. T______T // prequel: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_to_parade/

start: 06/29/19 up: 06/29/19 ~ ch 32 fin: 01/12/21 ch 71+extra

start/fin: 10/11/20 Loved it so much. It's not even BL but their friendship is just so pure and precious. It makes me want to see them together for real, but that would take a lot more time since they're just discovering more about themselves as they spend more time together (and apart). Well, whatever, since it's open-ended, I'll just imagine they're already together in the last panel. :p

start/fin: 05/18/20 ~ END @ VOL 2 CH 31 *adapted to Kdrama: Extraordinary You ~ Ahhhh this was sooo good! Ofc there were some loopholes and unanswered questions, but I guess we can leave it to our imaginations. I wanted to see more of Haru x DanOh though~~ esp with that new 'isekai' comic. kkk... Anyway, I really teared up in the last few chapters. It was heartbreaking yet beautiful, and I'm just glad they persevered and got back together in the end. <3

start//end: 08/29/20 warning: OPEN ENDING NOOOOOO HOW IS IT DONE ALREADYYYY? I WANTED MOOOORE! I WISH I READ THIS SOONER. I DUNNO, UGHHHH.. SO MANY TEARS SHED FOR THIS WEBTOON, BUT NO, I DIDN'T CRY! THEY JUST DROPPED BY THEMSELVES WHILE I WAS READING. T_T ANYWAY, THANK GOODNESS IT WASN'T TRAGIC IN THE END BUT I WANTED MORE! I LOVED THEIR RELATIONSHIP, SERIOUSLY. I STARTED READING THIS THINKING I'LL GET MANY DOKIDOKI MOMENTS BUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP'S PRETTY INNOCENT AND REALLY MORE OF BROTHERHOOD AT THIS POINT. NO ROMANTIC FEELINGS BETWEEN THEM HAVE REALLY BEEN DROPPED, BUT THIS IS THE KIND OF FOUNDATION I'D WANT FOR A RELATIONSHIP. SOMETHING TRIED AND TESTED WITH TIME AND ALL THOSE HARDSHIPS... AHHHHHHHH REALLY, THEY'RE ADORABLE KIDS.

start: 06/20/21 up: 06/21/21 ~ ch 55 Still sobbing... Hamin...! T_________T