kei_k's manga / #DON'T BOTHER(2)

1st read: 07/03/18 UGH. I wanted tto like it... Really... But I couldn't like it til the end... Sure there are a lot of sh*tty seme who do similar things to their uke, but this time, I just really couldn't stand Suzaka... Well, Minami as well. I disliked the seme with a passion, but I didn't like the uke that much either. I really thought I'd come to like him though, when he acted haughty in the hotel room after the party.. But guess what? He so easily gave in. Tsk! I'm so triggered. Perhaps my mood affected this rating as well. Meh.

start/end: 11/13/18 I always avoided this manga because I heard it has cheating in it... And well, today I finally gave in and decided to judge it myself. Well... I didn't like it much. Even til the end, I could barely feel seme's love for the uke... I just felt like he was desperate for the uke not to disappear again because it trampled his ego and he couldn't take it... I get it, it really could've been just a case where the seme was clueless and didn't bother with emotions so he says he felt like it was natural having the uke beside him... But c'mon, it's not that hard to guess how his behavior was insensitive and he's being a j*rk, right? Tsk.... I guess I just wanted more resolution... Like, even when they got back together, I hoped they held back on sex and started on doing more couple-like things since the seme seemed pretty clueless on how to handle relationships. And well, honestly, I'm just bothered by his 'cool' attitude and how he just accepted women as they approached him thinking it's alright. Just.. who knows.. He might still do it somewhere he thinks the uke wouldn't find out... I just don't trust him... at least not yet, I guess. Oh well, it takes time to accept that 'dark past'. There are, of course, stories much worse than this. I just don't think I'll re-read it ever.