AAAAA's manga / #dark(3)

So twisted and realistic. I am disturbed in many ways and I do not dislike them. This is really messed up in so many ways and it really does not glorify or romanticize it.

This is one of the stories that I was not really anticipating on reading whenever I come across it. Maybe it's bc I've known it to be a dark story since it's a popular one. I tried going at it years ago, but stopped due to reasons I've never remembered. Now, I figured to just read it, even by force, bc I don't want fear to be my enemy. Tbh I was scared getting into this bc I didn't know what to expect, and I was right. I've read A LOT more fucked up shit in my life, but this one is different from them. It's realistic, and that's what makes it scary. It hits home so much for me as an asian bi, and it gave powerful moments in it that made me want to tattoo it in my forehead. There's some plots that I could not really understand that much since it gets overloaded sometimes, but i got the gist of it. SIMON AND CONOR OH MY GOD. I LOVE THEM. My babies. All throughout their lives, all they wanted was to be accepted without any malice and to live a life together. I love how simon was willing to do EVERYTHING for conor, and when i meant everything, I meant EVERYTHING. IK conor would do the same, but ofc he had other issues to deal w such as facing racism and all. I love how he was the one who went back to simon and mend their relationship. All simon sees was conor, and i could see it thru his actions. BITXH I JUST KNEW HE WOULD TAKE THE BULLET FOR CONOR. I JUST KNEW IT. AND VERONICA? I DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS PULLING THOSE SHIT FROM BEHIND I STG. Gale and prosecutor got me feeling some type of way ngl. Gale somehow has a soft spot for conor, which answered his wishy-washy character bc he ended up killing the person who was hired to kill conor despite wanting him to be killed like?? But either way I hope he gets the therapy he deserves. If I could rate this more than 5 stars, I would. Because this deserves a 1000/10.