Wow, this manga made me feel awful, and that's exactly why it's amazing. The narrative of this reminds me a lot of Caste Heaven, another work that I love very much, it shows horrible events that are worked in such a good way that they convey the feeling of anguish to you, and at the same time that this is something horrible to if you feel, it's great how a work can convey that to you so genuinely. All the characters are extremely complex and have many facets that are worked out perfectly during the piece, and the main couple have a kind of relationship that I personally love, which is extremes meeting. Both Ukes and Seme have something in common, they both want to feel "full", they want to have someone else to pour out all their feelings, but the way they want it, and how they manage it, is very different. While Uke wants someone to "save" him, Seme wants to have someone to "save", Uke wants to be someone's, he wants to have someone who will support him and overcome with them all his traumas, Seme wants to be the one who will be with them with him but not in a sense of "love" but just possession, and this interaction between the two is so intense and captive, oh I love iiiittt!!!!! I hope the ending doesn't disappoint.
Tourou No Ori