ykaito's manga / #Suicidal(2)

A abused adopeted child of a couple jumped off a building the day her sister (biological daughter of the couple) died, but when she woke up she was not in heaven or hell, but in the body of a villainess who regretted her death so much that she drew her soul into her body. Wanting to fulfill the villainess's dying wish she amends her relationships with the people around her and the lead characters, but is still suicidal. Ch.19 went on an outing with the excuse of rediscovering her memory but really she wants to find a quiet place to die.

Reincarnated into a novel bc the original villainess couldn’t handle it anymore and wished to disappear. Unlike others, she misses her family dearly and wants to go home. As usual the prince is in love with another “pure” girl who acts perfectly while no matter what she does she’ll never be acknowledged while the heroine is loved by all and she by none (except her guard) but that slowly changes. After coming to terms with her role in this world she seeks for ways to return home which would include her carrying out her destiny, but to return home she would have to abandon Animin, her knight. Ch.57 she danced with Anikin and they KISSSEDDDDDD at Jason’s sisters debut ball Haven’t seen the prince’s reaction but who the duck cares at this point