Bumble Bee's manga / #psychological(52)

So i thought to myself " i wanna try this shotacon genre " fuck i dont regret it but it makes me realize how bad paedophiles actually is for children. This story revolves around perverts, paedophiles. And this story tells from the child's pov so it really hit me hard amd i fucking cried. Traumatized and self - belief about such love is 'okay' or supposedly to be 'normal' causing the boy to grow up believing in that 'love'. Its just so sad. To the point of accepting being sexually abused and loving the niichan and no one else. To the point of finally taking pills even after being 'happily' with the niichan. The truth of this story hurts like hell to the point im crying writing this TT fuck.

The uke is a third generation with a split personality ; sooha and ray. Sooha is the original. Ray appears to be easily resolve to violent. It all started when sooha was a child. His mom stole a jewel from her father (sooha's grandpa) then ran away, marry a man . Happy, they had sooha. Until one day, sooha's father started abusing his mother. And one day his father's abuse got worse by day till her mom doesn't move anymore (dead). Ray emerged and killed his father. Sooha's grandpa brought him back to korea coz he learned that the stolen jewel was in sooha's hand. Apparently the jewel costs more than 8 million. The grandpa tried everything to get ray give the jewel back. Turns out the jewel was long gone. Ray thought it was in his body coz he asked a friend of his (vincent ) to operate and put the jewel in him. He was told the operation was a success.. but the actual is the jewel was gone . In the end ray naturally disappeared as sooha's been more mentally stable . Sooha lives happily with the seme (soohyun) . Soohyun plays a big role in this as he loves both sooha and ray . Though he never touch ray coz ray is 16yo mentally and coz he just thought he shouldn't. Soohyun show a different type of love towards ray . A comforting one. The type you show you really care about the person you love. So ray begins to 'heal'. I have huge urge to protect ray