Sojou No Koi Wa Nido Haneru
completed. i....still didn't change my mind form when i read the prequel... i really enjoyed it (it's so much better than the prequel) because of the feelings it made me feel but i still think it's awful! i know all mangas are dark colored (black, grey and white) but this one just seems even more dark than the usual ones! i already had this feeling about other ones too but i just felt like mentioning it here tamaki is really adorable i wish she was a stupid bitch like natsuki in the prequel that way i wouldn't feel bad for her... thank god she's not pregnant!!! kyouiichi and imagase are so confusing!! imagase is right after all the times he told him he loved him it just took him saying"you are no good for me" to end it all?! and also rather than saying kyouichi is insecure and has low self esteem i think imagase is far worse than him! no i know it! from the prequel i already knew it! kyouiichi seemed so cold when imagase was begging him to make him his lover and than to hug him... all these parts i just couldn't wrap my head around how from that kind of shit thy went to confessions and kissing and screwing! and if kyouiichi really loved imagase why does he even hesitate this much?! shouldn't he only want to spend as much time with him as possible? and when he said he love tamaki what did he mean ?! love her as in a friendly way or in a romantic way?! the only thing i agree about with kyouiichi is that if that's the way love is, then i really don't want to know what it is! damn it! this whole manga i have been waiting for one of them to say to the other "hey! even if you don't believe me, i'm not leaving! so please stay by my side forever too" i know it's cliché and unrealistic but it's a manga right? and i just wanted them to be a little more at ease and to to have a little bit more faith in each other and their relationship! i really don't get why they show how little they trust each other every time! shouldn't they just pretend to be okay and bluff and pretend to be confident enough and that they trust each other? everyone in the world have doubts! is there anyone in this whole world who trusts someone completely? no! i don't think so! because that's how human beings are! that's how it goes we cant trust each other but i don't think they should make such a huge problem of this! but i have to admit that the chap.4 page 160 kind of made me feel a little better i wiated for those words to come out of kyouiichi's mouth for so long! well than in all, i can't seem to find the beauty in this story like ll the other who read it, and i think that the characters are all pretty messed up and need therapy and this was a shitty story but that was kind of worth it because of all the mixed feelings it gives you!!
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