This was a very, unique, beautiful story that kind of says " how would they understand the words you keep to yourself, if you don't convey it" I understand why he would rather ought it to himself what he thought, but at the same time he's putting words into others mouth, I feel him though the way he'd just keep it to him not say a word about it. Wishing for "their" happiness cause they won't be happy with you that anxiety is overwhelming. Author-san you outdid yourself this was a very nice read, you really know how to make people cry.
Kimi ni Ienai Koto ga Aru