I CRIED A LOT OF TIMES WHILE READING THIS. ITS SO SAD AND AT THE SAME TIME IT SHOWS THAT EVERY HUMAN BEING. HAVE THEIR OWN THINGS, OWN FEELINGS, OWN LIFE AND OWN WAY OF THINKING. EVEN IF THAT PERSON HAVE THE SAME WAY OF LIFE LIKE YOU DO... THE DIFFERENCE IS... PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER AND HOW YOU HANDLE LIFE.
Sometime... as a reader... i need that kind of stories too. To wake you up from reality and continue where you stoped before. And then. Continue to live on. Life is like a pain in the neck, its hard to move because it hurts and it takes days to heal. But the good thing is... it still heals. Still worth it.
Don't expect from life too much.
Actually the right word is "Don't expect yourself too much." Because you and only you can control your own life. You can solve your problem. You can do anything... but the problem is you're not letting yourself do it. You want to stay the way it is... even if it hurts. Because you're scared if that happens something will change. But the one is changing is your future for the better. That's why don't let fear over take you. Just like I said..."Life is like a pain in the neck, hard to move and stays for days. But in the end. It heals."
Sayonara, Heron