hanasan's manga / #rape(6)

I should have observed this a little closer because funnily enough, I thought this one was just a fluff piece. Good LORD was I wrong. Our main character Hayato is a little ball of CRAZY. He's the titular Crazy Monster, and man does he live up to his name. Not wanting his big brother to continue being cold to him, he follows him one night to find out he's been prostituting himself. Hayato gets annoyed and from there he starts spiraling down into stalking, blackmailing, and even imprisoning his brother.

I've been looking for this one, mainly because Chapter 6 initially made a huge impression on me. After finally finding it and re-reading it, I'm not quite sure why it stuck to me that much, other than the idea that I hadn't seen something like that before. Chapters 1-3 and the last extra chapter, are about the unique dynamic of a "manwhore" main character who has no actual interest in other people and the transfer student who falls in love with him at first sight and constantly sexually harasses him until the MC gets used to it and starts feeling lonely when the transfer student isn't around. It's alright, the couple is cute, but a lot of people got kinda pissed that the transfer student would have sex with someone else while the MC was sick... when literally the MC tries the same thing. They're both like that, it's not healthy dynamic wise at all, but technically, they really weren't dating yet. Chapter 4, eh. Short one shot of a guy who falls in love with the MC's face so he starts punching him every time he sees him, so the MC kisses him to make him stop. Kinda funny, kinda generic and boring. Chapter 5, well. Where should I begin with Chapter 5. I can't believe this isn't the one that stuck in my memory, but to be fair, shit like that happens in typical BL manga all the time (sad). MC is raped while he was drunk by his co-worker that he got along with really well, and he can't forget the pleasure he felt (yikes) even when he's with his girlfriend. Co-worker has a plot twist in the end despite looking very innocent and apologetic. Chapter 6. What I've been looking for this specific manga for! It stuck in my brain because I was initially so drawn by the idea of the MC and the boyfriend character not having a regular relationship because of the MC, so the boyfriend dumps him all of a sudden and disappears. The MC has his shit completely knocked upside down because of this, and having refused to return his spare key to the boyfriend's apartment, breaks in and finds he's just not there. He waits for him for DAYS, not taking care of himself or the environment, but always taking a bath to be ready for when the boyfriend comes back. He doesn't, until (spoilers if you really care about spoilers regarding a fucking one shot lol) the MC begins jacking it and he walks in. This part really stuck out to me initially too: the MC then takes a fucking KNIFE (lmao) and threatens the boyfriend to lie down as he tries to have sex with him to convince him to never leave him again. Turns out, the boyfriend was stalking him that entire time, watching his every move and enjoying how much the MC missed and cared about him, so the knife incident was a "pleasant miscalculation" for him. Chapter 7. About a peeping tom who has a friend who has a crush on him so the friend joins him with peeping all the time, and this one time they end up fucking. (shrug) Your standard smut one-shot.