cami's manga / #tragedy(21)

- short, simple yet bittersweet - this manga i felt rlly portrayed life struggles (except the whole selling ur lifespan). with unrequited love and self hatred its was all just rlly good but sad. - the story is just so well written and had so many plot turns that in most mangas would have turned out differently. - the whole naruse and the childhood friend storylines were especially sad bc they in the end they despised him - im not sure why naruse didn't like him but the other girl just wanted to be saved but he was too late. it was so sad seeing as how the person he was living for hated him and was gonna kill herself. :( - what i really liked about this manga is that it talks about the what ifs or what could have been. that's always something that i think about and seeing what his life would have been if he had or hadn't done something was bittersweet. - in the end even though they gave up their lives they got to spend the last 3 days together :) - would definitely recommend to a friend

- THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD IM CRYING - LIKE I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW AMAZING THIS WAS. LIKE THE ANIME WAS RLLY GOOD BUT THE MANGA IS ON A WHOLE FUCKING LEVEL ITS SO INTERESTING - but so sad like the amount i cried reading this was shocking - im not used to reading mystery/thriller/psychological mangas but fucking hell was this the best thing ive read - the plot twists had my heart beating and the character development was just so good. i honestly couldn't have ask for a better plot or writing. it was just so perfect. - ok but then end is just PAINN like i kinda knew emma would sacrifice herself but i didn't think they would make her forget her memories!!! and everyone was searching for her for 2 years

- um wow that was kinda dark for a one shot - same author of Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun!!! love their art style and the stories are so unique!! - ok but the ML like damn that was not very cash money of him

- i actually feel bad for the dude bc he felt so guilty. part of me felt like wow maybe he was the crazy one but the other part was like nope she's psycho. - would have been cute if they just lived as ghosts together and had their own happy ending :(

- I PUT THIS WEBTOON OFF FOR SO LONG BUT ITS SOOOO GOOD - first of all the male leads: Carsein, Allendis, and Ruve wow thats the first time i actually remember the characters names - anyways I LOVE CARSEIN like he's just so perfect it makes me sad because i already know he's not gonna end up with arestia :( they just have such a strong bond which i rlly loved but the more ruve came in contact with arestia i could feel the atmosphere between carsein and arestia go from romantic love to platonic love. - now allendis :(( his especially hurt bc he was arestias first real friend and taught her how to show emotions again. i knew from the start that he was suspicious but to see it unravel like that hurt :( he's a bit of a yandere which wasn't bad at first but as arestia started to grow as a person she realized that she could live without allen being the center of her world :( it was just very painful to see that the one you loved and trusted the most ended up being your enemy. it was sad to see him leave after he realized that he couldn't help arestia anymore and that the more he stayed with her the more harmful it was. ahhh its very bittersweet but i rlly hope they reunite someday bc their relationship holds a special place in my heart. - finally ruve i honestly dont know how to feel about him. i love him but hate him the same time. well to be more specific i love his present self but hate his past self. in the end they are the same person but with different outcomes. i mean his past self was horrible. he was very abusive mentally and the environment arestia lived in after being abandoned when that girl came was just so horrible. ruve treated her like shit until he killed her and then he missed her so much after she died he went crazy?? that part confuses me bc im not sure if he actually loved her but envied her or did he just miss her because she was always there for him in the end? whatever he was he went crazy so i hope we hear more on that. now the present him is very sweet and in love with arestia which i dont mind at all. its the matter of should he be held accountable for having caused her so much trauma in a past life? i honestly think that the present ruve and the past ruve should be treated as two separate people because the are both completely different versions of the same person. im not sure if arestia could forgive the past ruve but her love for them both has not changed. and although he was the one who caused those emotional scars on arestia he also seems to be the one who is healing them. - ultimately the choice is up to arestia i just hope she's happy in the end because she's been through so much pain :( i also hope carsein gets a happy ending bc ik its gonna hurt if he does confess to arestia. i dont want her to loose her two children friends :(

- holy shit this was so good im actually crying into my bagel rn. a kdrama live action version came out not too long ago and my friends watched it and recommended it so i read the webtoon and omg i should've read it earlier. the emotion i felt - i love this story so much i dont even know how to explain it. just the whole idea of your deepest desires turning you into a monster, where as mentally your happy but realistically your killing other people, is so sad yet beautiful. the whole message behind it and everyone's different motives during this is so interesting. - OK NOW MY FAVORITE CHARACTER DIED LIKE IM CRYINGGG I DONT REMEMBER HIS NAME I THINK IT WAS HYUK?? THE DUDE WITH THE GLASSES OMG THAT SHIT HURTED BC I LOVED HIM SINCE HIS FIRST APPEARANCE WITH THE FIRE HYDRANT. HE SO SMART AND COOL ITS INSANE AND THE LAST SEEN MADE BE BAWL HE DIED PROTECTING EVERYONE AND HE TURNED INTO AND EGG SO IMMA SAY THATS AN OPEN ENDING BC THE SAME THING COULD HAPPEN LIKE WITH HYUN RIGHT?? - now hyun lololol i love his character so much its just so well developed and the battle between him and his monster was so heartbreaking and bittersweet. and his love for the girl sorry i forgot her name too sjsjdnsk im glad they got reunited in the end just sad for hyuk who's probably still on the roof :((( - this is literally so good i cant even begin to talk about the symbolism bc its all a little fresh rn i tried to look it up on tiktok to see if anyone can explain it better but only the drama popped up :( well everything is still a little fresh and i just watched aot s4 ep9 last night so i think imma take a break and watch something happy i hope to read the authors first work called bastard soon bc i heard it was also rlly good but for now ill just chill

- well its over now. i genuinely dont know what to say. i started aot when season 4 came out so im new to thus fandom but i wish i joined sooner. as soon as i watched it i became attached bc of how amazing the storyline and characters were (even though i got most of it spoiled). it was beautiful. to avoid spoilers for the ending i like most people read the manga since season 4 part 1 ended. the manga officially ends on april 9 (literally tmrw) but apparently the raws were released and we got it early. most people are complaining on the ending and im honestly not sure how i feel about it. it almost feels to simple and light hearted for the kinda of story it was. i mean im happy everyone got their ending but idk. i cried a lot well i still am. words cant even begin to express how beautiful this story was like it was quite a journey. really taught me things about perspective but overall it was just amazing and one of the best. all i can say is i will miss all the characters especially mikasa, armin, and eren. i definitely look forward to the second part of season 4 + the movie. i cant wait to see how they animate these amazing scenes. anyways to the boy who sought freedom <33 make sure to dedicate ur heart ;)

SAD

SOBBING THIS SHIT WAS SO GOOD BEEN A MIN SINCE IVE READ A GOOD SHOUJ LIKE THE DAMN BEAR EVEN MADE ME CRY AND I DIDNT EXPECT IT TO BE SO SAD OMG I WISH WE GOT MORE NATSUME AND MIKAN AT THE END LITERALLY GONNA REREAD FOR THOSE CHAPTER 50 AND 140 LIKE IKKK THOSE 12 YEAR OLDS AINT KISSING LIKE THAT AT THAT AGE BUT ANYWAYS I NEED AN OLDER VERSION OF THEM IT ENDED TO QUICK

- OK I KINDLY GAVE THIS A FOUR STAR BECAUSE I COULD NOT PUT IT DOWN DOESNT MEAN IT WAS GOOD BUT I COULDN'T STOP READING IT - I LOVE THE PHAROAH MONARCH TROPE AHH IT SO GOOD ILL LOOK FOR MORE - OK THAT ASIDE this was poorly exicuted to stay the least. there couldve been so much world building or character building that they used for useless stuff. and the fl pls she made me so mad like SHE IS SMART SHE KNOWS THE FACTS but bitch did not use her mind one bit. half of these problems are bc of her like they rly couldve been together 3000 years ago idk why they made it seem like they couldnt. LIKE THE PROBLEMS SEEMED LIKE U COULD TALK THEM OUT. so many years went out the window and this whole moving on trope pls sm pain for no reason <3 - anyways ima look for more bc egypt <33 - also sry not sry but all the egyptian females were all hot and not bland skdnsldk maybe its just the blond haired blue eyed thing but it couldve been soo good - AND SO MANY PLOT HOLES SOO MANY AND SO MANY SCENES XOULDBE BEEN LONGER AND HAD MORE DETAISL BUT WE HAD TO SAVE THE ROOM FOR THE FL MISTAKES AHH