cami's manga / #Senpai x kouhai(1)

- its shoujo like these that make me hate my life T-T - i love this manga soo much like i love them a lot. i actually find both mcs to be enjoyable and relatable. their relationship is seems very realistic and they are just such a good match for each other. im actually jealous. - i rlly felt my heart skip beats when reading this. its like i was part of their relationship it's honestly hard to find shoujo manga where there emotions are displayed so well where u can actually feel what they feel. - as much as i love the mc it rlly hurts to see the 2nd male lead that miserable. he rlly likes her and wants to be with her but above alk he wants to see her smile even if its not with him. i also feel like his character was written realistically bc although we see him watch from afar he also has moments where he cant help but be selfish. its honestly heartbreaking to see the one he loves be happy with someone else. especially when ur in the same friend group it must be tough. it seems like he's slowly growing past it tho which makes me happy :) - ok now onto serina and the sempai (i forgot his name adjsaldjsl) ngl when they decided to take a break it kinda hurt. but as someone who has never been in a relationship it was nice to see that not all couples are happy and they have bumps and moments when their feelings might change. i was actually a bit scared but not suprised when serina said her feelings were changing. also that she was looking foward to meeting sempai less and less each time. although it was rlly sad i think she needed that time to be more independent and grow (which she did ). i think that the way the author describes their emotions is just beautiful. - im really glad i read this bc it was on a whim and i was expecting some cheesy basic romance but damn was i wrong. the first few chapter i was like wow we are going a bit too fast but the pace is rlly good now. this couple just doesn't fail to give me butterflies. ughhh im so jealous!!! and ik i saw this with a lot of shoujo mangas but I REALLY LOVE THIS ONE and i look foward to more :) ah its finally completed. this couple really showed what its it means to love and live for each other. my emotions be all over the place. love it tho <3