Utsukushii Koto (INUI Nao)
One of the first Japanese novel I read and here I'm reading the manga to get that same emotion. It's angsty in a good way. But the mc and ml are assholes to each other, but ml is slightly huge assh9le because of his indecisive nature and repeated hurting mc even tho the mc came in terms with ml not liking him romantically. Ml is super indecisive, I kinda understand him but his hurting mc along the process so it's a no go for me. Personally I loved the story so much that I finished it in one sitting. I had a range of emotion like frustration, anger and heartbreak. Mind u I feel little to no emotions when I read any form of literature. So I would say it's a descent story.
Trigger
Ml has split personality Mc had an accident when he was 8 year old. Ml tried to save him but couldn't and watched has the car exploded, Ml thought mc died amd hence becoz of guilt he developed multiple personality disorder. Well has the story progress, mc help Ml to come back to his true personality, they have sex, fall in love bla bla bla. Not bad but not good either. Slightly more interesting. Will recommend to 1st time fujoshi
Yona Yona, Amaku