akise's manga / #Painful(3)

Why this one is very sad.. it's painful for me to finish it. And roche part, im bawling

Broo I can't with that panel "To not feel sad even though the one you were with had died" and there's Christopher blank face. Ahh it's hurt so much. He have no memories of his loved person anymore! I cant!!! This manga is kinda draggy, but its okay and i somehow think yaoi is bit of out of element in this manga, but still.. the xxx scene is good lolz. I can imagine this manga would be good anime (minus yaoi). It have owari no seraph vibe except more simpler. I recommend ppl to read but i can understand if some people find it boring, but still.. give it a try ppl!