alrkitty's manga / #shounen ai(112)

Not bad but got bored half way through.

A really great story about transmigration. A boy brings about the death of his friends by accident and is chosen by a system to be the best villain in every world and if he can get enough points he might be able to reverse what happened to his friends. While on this ride he keeps encountering his brother a man who obseses over him and wants him entirely in any way he can but he keeps losing him everytime so can these two have a happy ending perhaps in the real world well it'll be a wild ride while we sit watching this crazy dou. Phycological, possessive, obsession, love, control and pure need how do you think it'll go? Potential Spoilers : Chapter 96: well now that we're clued into what he potentially is I think it explains his mentality so much better I was always suspicious as to whether he really was a sociopath or not because other than believing he was mentally off the only basis was his friend that was a girl saying he was. He's definitely off but I don't feel like his mindset is as bad as it's made out to be. But with an explanation it's explains so much if you think back to other stories you've read about things like that their rather messed up mentally at least in my book they are so if we start with them as a basis his mentality makes soooo much more sense. Spoiler Chapter 96: if you take what you know about him wanting to accomplish and mix that with what we know it know and of implies the male lead may have been his reason we don't know and if he was then the concept of what their both doing is my cup of tea. I'm a romantic. I mean if you take what the male lead may have been up to in his few original life well the one we saw moments you can potentially assume his reason for what he's doing is probably associated with our main guy. .....so well in my opinion big spoiler if true maybe their both searching for each other. Maybe the wanted a life together. It's a stretch because the main guy in one of those memories was being tortured but who can say but really I feel like there's a high probability the main guys reason for being what he was was because of the male lead. Well wanting to be and maybe possibly made to be the male lead was doing an experiment or something dangerous I don't remember the phrasing and then it shows him being potentially tortured so not sure but we'll find out I'm sure. But I do know the male lead is learning from each life and gradually changing his ways as if his subconscious or maybe real self is warning him not to do something. Sometimes just a feeling sometimes a dream. I'm hoping he doesn't go backwards in this life time. (after all he seems to devour things including humans and potentially might make our guy go crazy I feel like this is probably the most dangerous version of him yet this could go really bad he's op'd compared to the main guy. Well there's also the possibility of the system doing what they warned though he was told ahead of time an seems on the defensive but it could still go bad.

I liked the story but that ending....to unresolved for me and I guess I was hoping for some bl but I guess it makes since it would end on friends but...it's obvious and even hinted at on the last chapter that they actually like each other so that's why it feels unresolved the author did nothing with it though it sounds like they might realase extras or something.

Tags: gangster and psychological

Sad but happy ending. I to hope this story helps someone in the future and I'm glad the writer found happiness he really deserved it. And honestly even as someone who isn't gay this story helped me understand how they feel even more.