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I’m Really Not The Demon God’s Lackey

Ongoing | Bilibili,万劫火,刺猬猫阅读,我梦动漫 | 2019 released

A very interesting story that has me wondering what's really going on. I mean I can't help but wonder if something psychological is going on since what he sees and what they see seems to be different. He's strong but doesn't realize it. My biggest suspicion is wondering if this whole world is his own psych logical construct or perhaps his own dream and he was made god of it. Everything seems to go to his designs eventually like it's all trying to makes his desires take shape that might be a stretch though he does seem super powerful I wondered if perhaps that was because he was in his own dream or I don't know maybe he's just the most powerful dream creature. I also wondered if inky made him into a god to answer his initial wish. Or was he always such a being but never realized or just didn't remember? Inkys actions confuse me to which why I began to wonder who our main character really is. After all he seems to be protecting our main guy but he seems to do it out of awe or reverence or a minion. That could be my mistaken impression but I wondered if I was right why would that be the case maybe he was a god to begin with? Or is inky merely grateful and he thinks it's his obligation to protect the one who released him or is he somehow bound to our main guy? In some way that seems possible since sometimes it seems as if they're one person but... I still get this feeling from inky like he's looking at a greater being somewhat how everyone else views him but maybe I'm wrong and inky is the evil god out to use our main character but.....would our guy even care? And what about the main title which is why I wondered....maybe I'm not a lakey because it's been me the whole time. Oh the reason I said he might not care he was a historian he studied all this stuff before he did a ritual to summon a demon well I assume that's what that was it could have been something to release something to. Anyways my point is he knew what he was getting into he even knew there should be a price so he obviously clued in. So him being a good guy is something I'm not so sure of I also question his taste in aesthetics based on his view of the rose unless he's seeing that wrong. I just can't help but wonder would a guy like that be a good guy in the end? That's not really his goal. Also seriously what is he? Well I guess I'll keep asking questions as we read. I like this story it's cool weird and odd but also potentially messed up Gorey and shi* fest just waiting happen is he actually the god of chaos and just didn't know it? Maybe I'm thinking to much into this but cool all the same. Based on what someone said in the comments about this being all love craft I'd heard that name so I looked it up if that's the case some of this makes sense if you remember one of the alternate versions of our guy that was inky I think but with blond hair had the initials LK on him could that maybe stand for love craft? And are we the readers just in his mind now reading his story he created maybe living it? Maybe it's all just a story in the end but dang based on what it said about his story our main guy really could be the culprit he could just be hiding it all from us because I knew you were there the whole time haha sorry that'd be breaking the 4th dimension but maybe that could happen and maybe he would turn his head around creapeally and say...did you enjoy the story with a creepy .