alrkitty's manga / #Romance(370)

Psychological tag Very good story. If I didn't feel like the main guys ending wasn't somewhat contradictory I would like it even more. (Oh and give the story a chance it's hard to follow at first but the translation improves around chapter 5 or 6 I think it was). Spoilers What I mean is he essentially self imprisoned himself and considered his powers horrible and bad. he thought of himself as horrible. he thought he should never use them again because they harmed people but of course he threw me for a loop because right after we found that out he finds himself saying I'm willing to kill for you I'm willing to use my powers for you but then is willing to abandon her for those 10000 and his own self punishment as long as she is safe but then after having his heart opened he turns right around and says let's go I'll come but then if I understood right she kisses him and leaves him in away abandoning him so that he'll get saved and maybe because she knew he was doing that because of the opening and in that moment choose to give him waht he wanted but she couldn't handle so she closed her mind. I think this might explain why he stayed even though he had her locked in his heart maybe he thought he was abandoned and wasn't sure she would still care and felt she had wanted him to stay. Maybe that's why he was so unsure when they met again. But what about his powers? Because he thought controlling people and even the ones he saved he considered it evil and wrong but yet even in prison he kept doing it because the other girl asked but why? I just feel like after all the things he said about his ability it doesn't make sense he did even if there good actions by our view point he didn't consider it that way. When did his view point change? After all wasn't that half the reason for his self imprisonment? Though I'm assuming a change could have happened but they don't show that. Yet when he leaves even then he goes on to be a vigilante all I can think is that he learned acceptance at some point and felt I'm just going to be myself and be with her and if we happen to do some good then all the better but if we blow it all up then that's fine to she's always been the most beautiful when she's on fire. Lol ok maybe I'm wrong but am I? Because even in the end all those 10000 became after thoughts when he left the country with her then returns and is like oh yeah sure I'll go fix them right now. It's like he wasn't even doing that for him just because the girl asked. It wasn't important to him anymore and probably had never been important he was just condemning himself and trying to find redemption and trying to hide from himself and that's what I really feel from the last chapter. I'm finally content with myself free to be me sorry if you don't like that but she makes me happy and loves me anyway. But that's just my opinion.

The beginning felt full of cliches but I started getting into it more when we met the ml well he seems like the prime candidate after all he's the only guy not pursuing mia and wasn't in the novel well his real self wasn't. The blond guy visconte. They seem like a good match I'm looking forward to seeing what comes next.

The translation makes this a little hard to understand.

I like it but it's ending is a little abrupt I hope the side stories leave me happier when they come out. We also didn't get to learn anything about the true god in the story or even the real reality of ancient gods I would have liked to have learned even more about the main guy to. The connection they have to demon spawn wasn't further expanded upon either. And did those guys get truly defeated? I feel like I missed that somewhere. was that all they had planned for them? I feel like the author originally intended on doing more with them but maybe changed their mind. But regardless the story was good.