I have recently admitted to myself that I am pansexual. So, when I finally accepted it, I felt a lot better, like finally able to breathe. However, that day I cried like a baby because of fear.
It was really a magnificent discovery for me, but, in the other hand, I have a very catholic family and a homophobic mother who once hit me suspecting my sexuality. Since then, I have always shut up all my thoughts and feelings, and it was horrible but I was scared and could not do anything against it.
The acceptance of my sexuality was the beginning of a lot of changes.
Bye, fear. Bye, thoughts and of my mother. Bye, homophobic world.
Now I just love myself as I am, without lies or fears. And I do whatever to support others because i know it is hard to be who you truly are, but all of us deserves sincerity.
Put other people above ourselves is killing a part of us, hiding it and not letting it be. It hurts too much. Just be yourself, love yourself and respect yourself.
The others can go to hell.
Boys Love (NAKAMURA Asumiko)