jiggly's manga / #tearjerker(10)

WOOOOW, this was a pretty good story! I freaking loved the progression of Minkyu and Junghyun's love that started off with a mistaken confession and led to such sweet romance! Jung-hyun's transformation THOOO, THAT BOY IS HOT HANDSOME STUFF, and he's a smartie studying to be a vet? Minkyu is such a cutie, with his blond hair and good at sports! I really enjoyed the light hearted humor in this, with the relationships between friends, teasing and being in school, Minkyu just had a really fun and welcoming aura, I can see how Junghyun was attracted haha. Their sweet little kisses and hand holding, so UWU. BUT MAN, THE SIDE COUPLE IN THIS STORY TOOK THE GOLD. I loved Beom and Hoyong's childhood growing up together, being so close and playing since forever and Hoyoung helping to support Beom when his mom died. Then Beom confessing his feelings for Hoyoung and causing some angst, some punches and Hoyoung realizing he loves Beom back and can't imagine being without him, WAAAAH. The passionate kiss on the couch and them spending the night together, HOTTER THAN THE MAIN. I legit bawled when it flashed back to her passing and him visiting her urn, POOOR BEOM. I was so happy to see him work things out with his dad, bUT WHEN HE MOVED TO AUSTRALIA, SOOOO SAD. I really liked how the author dug deep, and continued to show the cuties taking their college entrance exams, graduating, and reuniting years later as older college students at the bar and being so happy together. What a good group of friends and such sweet love stories for cutie Minkyu, handsome Jung-hyun, cold hottie Beom, and strong-spirited Hoyoung.

WAAAAAH, THIS HAD ME CRYING SO SADLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT! I know this was a tragedy story, but I didn’t know it would hurt like this, my heart feels so broken and hurt for all three of them. Jiangchen and Zhi Shu’s love started off so beautiful in high school, with the soft scent of jasmines and a confession on the staircase to always love forever, and they did, for 10 years, with Shi giving up his dreams to build a business for Jiangchen. But Jiangchen, UGH WHAT A JERK WAAAH, bedding and fooling around with other people and leaving Shu at home alone, I felt so much hurt and pity for him, since he knew and would spend his nights sobbing. Especially after developing leukemia, I can’t imagine his fear and loneliness of going to get medical treatments alone, bearing the pain by himself and not telling Jiangchen. But Jiangchen would come home, only to use him for sex, moaning another man’s name and hitting Zhi Shu while accusing him of being with another man, Doctor Ai. IF ONLY HE TOLD HIM, that doesn’t take away all the mistakes he made tho. But the pain and fighting was too much to continue living like that, so Zhu Shi leaves forever, and goes to stay with Doctor Ai, who I felt so much for too, falling in love with someone who refuses to heal and would eventually die. He loved Zhi Shu so much and wanted to do everything for him, begging him to no avail to get treated. Jiangchen finally finding out of Zhu Shi’s illness feels so much remorse and regret for cheating on him, hurting him and failing to see Shu’s deteriorating health, WAAAAH. He goes to search for him, but too little too late, as Zhu Shi no longer wants to see him anymore. My heart hurt seeing both of their tears. Zhu Shi passes away, without ever seeing Jiangshen again, and that made me so sad, knowing all he wanted to was to hear him breathe or wish him happy birthday. The kisses with Doctor Ai made me heart swell knowing Zhu Shi was being treated well and loved, but Ai knew it was fruitless and Jiangchen was torn apart, enough to develop a heart condition. Doctor lost all his motivation, while Jiangchen almost ironically refuses to realize Shu’s death, waiting endlessly for him to return home with his ring, WTF THIS MESSED ME UP SO BAD, ugh, the translation in the beginning almost ruined it for me and when their names suddenly switched to English names, kinda weird. But what a sad and tragic story of a love story between three men, would consider reading the original novel!

WAAAAH THIS LEGIT MADE ME SO SAD, FOR WHAT??! Deguchi's pain and loneliness of being in love with Onoda and seeing him attracted to Shima, it made me so sad every time, seeing his face as he looked at Onoda with sadness. WHEN HE CRIED AT THE TRAIN STATION, WAAAH, I felt bad that Onoda felt pressured to answer Deguchi's feelings, but he really knew deep down that they were meant to be together!

I FREAKING LOVE THIS AHHHH, Shu and Reiji are SO SEXY AND HEARTWARMING! Boss and secretary, after knowing each other in high school, I bet Reiji always loved Shu. Shu hates himself and is very insecure, hating Reiji as a rival, but growing more and more in love with him working alongside him. Reiji really cares for him and is a SEXY, SUCCESSFUL, CONFIDENT, and RICH CEO WITH A BIG DICK! I loved when they were having sex and Reiji asked Shu to say “I love you”, I feel bad his heart was broken so many years ago. I love dark-haired seme, especially since he’s so vocal and provides Shu with love and belonging.

Author comes back to hometown with legend of dragon and his bride, finds out he is the bride and the dragon wants to make him fall in love. Rin is HILARIOUS AHAHAHA, I love how the mangaka draws his little cute expressions as the Chiharu slowly falls in love with him, from the water bubbles to how comforting he is. He needs Chiharu to fulfill his legend, but starts to disappear and Chiharu confesses he's in love and declares they'll find a way to be together. Rin feels like someone truly loves him and sees him for him. DRAGON MAKING LOVE TO CHIHARU? The foxes' sex gifts LMAO, and Chiharu's tsundere tendancies. GORGEOUS ART AND HEARTWARMING STORY. AMAZING RE-READ!

CH 6 Shouta meets Aoi, finds out he changed his name after a terrible past of witnessing his lover get murdered in front of him. Aoi sleeps with men and thinks his lover never truly cared for him, pushes Shouta's feelings away until Shouta shows Aoi just how much Makoto loved him - yearly flower lanterns - and helps Aoi heal and reconnect with his parents. SO SWEET, he wakes up before Aoi and goes to sleep later so Aoi never has to worry about him not breathing.