jiggly's manga / #heart wrenching(14)

Akai Ito No Shikkou Yuuyo

Complete | yoshio akira | 2015 released
2020-07-09 00:48 marked

UGHH THIS HURT GOOD, WHEN KEIJI CUT THE STRING, I WAS PUNCHING THE AIR LMAO. Why? I am so glad that it reconnected, Hiro and Keiji were obviously tied together and meant to be, with all their fateful encounters and that accidental kiss. Hiro fell in love first, and he was such a sweetie when he was rejected, but I am so glad when Keiji cried and felt sad after he cut the string. You still love each other, YAAAAS! I did not imagine Keiji to be the uke tho, lmaoooo.

Moudoku Sugar Syrup

Complete | SUEHIRO Machi | 2016 released
2020-06-20 08:32 marked

waaaah, this was sexy and cute! mizuki is a vampire who feeds off of cum (or blood), sucking off random people to stay alive, and when he tastes sakura’s after experiencing bloodlust, loves the flavor and can’t suck off anyone else anymore: “IT’S SO FUCKING DELICIOUS” LMAO. sakura is the seme, and his sex with mizuki was hot and the blowjobs with mizuki’s blushing cheeks, oof. BUT, i really felt for sakura’s feelings for mizuki, but insecurity and fear that he was just being used a convenient lunch source, especially after coming back from a week to find that mizuki couldn’t hold his urges and almost slept with another guy, which is not his fault. when he distanced himself and was cold, my heart literally hurt seeing his blank face as he still allowed mizuki to feed and then told him to leave, WAH. but after confessing his uncontrollable feelings and mizuki realizing his own, they’re so cute together, whispering “i love you” during sex and doing vampire role plays AHAHA! even sakura’s scent and blood gets him drunk and floating

Itsuka no Koi to Natsunohate

Complete | SHINOZAKI Mai | 2017 released
2020-07-12 06:30 marked

THIS WAS SOOO SWEET and kind hurted, with Ichika and Shuu being high school friends, who Shuu always confides in about his work and girlfriend troubles and Ichika must keep himself distant as he's always had feelings for Shuu after those evenings hanging out and spending time together. Instead, he frots with other men, until Shuu finds out that he's gay and Ichika literally PUNCHES him away, thinking he's disgusted to know his friend feels that way, normal trope. But Shuu slowly realizes he can't see himself without Ichika by his side and really loves him, confessing his feelings and they start DATING! I liked how they waited, but once they get turned on, sexy times get FUN! Ichika looks so cute all bundled up, and when Shuu cuddles and kisses him, WAAAH. https://blcd.online/series/itsuka-no-koi-to-natsu-no-hate/

Adam no Rokkotsu

Complete | Michinoku atami | 2019 released

THIS IS SOOO INTERESTING? Use is a nice and friendly guy working at an amusement park and meets a hot, interesting guy with multiple personality disorder! He meets various versions of the same guy: a crying kid, a mysterious man, a loud young woman, a seductive sexy guy, and another character of cold Rei and friendly Kazuha. Who does he truly love, and does he seem to have a past where he met different identities of his true love? I hope they can end up happy together and he can help him with his different personas and LOVE EACH OTHER!

Hate Mate

Complete | RECK | 2016 released

Maaaaaan, that was a little sad for me to read, but the art was sooooo interesting and beautiful. Really like how the author uses lines and color, but this story leaves me feeling heavy, a little empty and really conflicted when Subin said goodbye to Hyunwoo and they both "looked back". Slow paced and long drawn out angst, I am glad Subin found Jun and they both treat each other well and try their best to love each other. BUT ONLY IF Hyunwoo had just realized his feelings sooner, could they have been together instead of this distanced longing for each other and feelings that seem like they haven't been resolved? Especially with him moving to LA with Yuna's ex-boyfriend to keep away, and Subin got a small "proposal". It is open ended, since we never know Jun and Subin stay together, but my heart is a little torn ahaha. I REALLY like the vibe of this story, with the male-insight of humor, cussing, and guys hanging out with each other and making weird jokes and expression!

Paid(Fujoking)

Complete | Fujoking | 2000 released
2020-08-06 14:32 marked

AGAIN, this author is amazing, the storyline in this is RIVETING! i like the money/secret side, but the whole backstory of taekyung and heejae's love in high school that fell apart due to heejae's accident and memory loss. taekyung's heart was ripped out as he waited, and he returned cold and wanting revenge. WAAAAH, i hate his stupid brother. taekyung still loves you and his feelings still stand, PLEASE REMEMBER HEEJAE!!! — This ended quicker than I thought and although it was a happy ending, I thought it was too quick and didn’t give Heejae his memories back or wrap up any damage that Taekyung did. Plus, we didn’t get to see secretary and other dude’s story!

Urisen Boy to Koisuru Onzoushi

Complete | Machida Tomato | 2000 released

LITERALLY SO AMAZING! “If you still love me like you did when we first met, then find me. And then, let me love you again”. AHHHHH. SCREAMING FROM THE ROOFTOPS! I loved Kichiro, he is such a kind and respectful rich puppy seme, who fatefully met Natsuo and fell in love after a blissful night, it’s so innocent and honest, and I loved his grandma! I loved their cute little dates and the slow romance as Natsuo found himself loving Kichiro, yet still being worried because of his escort job and how different they were. When they made love, it was SOO passionate and loving, and their moments eating dinner or soft hugs. Until they had to part ways to pursue their own dreams, the PERFECT LOVE STORY! **squealing ** THEY ARE SO CUTE! MY HEART.

Musebinake, Junjou

Complete | Matsumoto yoh | 2019 released

OOOOOOH THIS IS SO interesting, let's see what happens when he finds out he's a beast!! Cute little Yuki was taken in by Godai, who is a beast hunter, when his mom left him and revealed that he has an older brother. Now that Yuki's older, he has feelings for Godai who is so strong and promises to protect Yuki and they've done some naughty stuff together. BUT GODAI DOESN'T KNOW THAT HE'S A BEAST. This update left us on a cliffhanger with Omi shooting Yuki and Godai discovering Yuki's secret AHHHHH. I think Rou is Yuki's older brother, working with Omi. PLEASE LOVE YUKI, GODAI-SAN!! PROTECT HIM AND LET HIM BE YOUR BEAST! — HOLY COW, this was SOOO AMAZING, I AM IN TEARS AT HOW LOVING AND MIND-BLOWING how this all ended with Godai coming to rescue him (Yuki ready to die though), Yuki confessing and them making love, to Omi letting Yuki be free to explore the world with Godai, and Yuki’s brother watching over him and handing him over to Godai. MY HEART

Eigyou Nika!

Complete | kanai kei | 2014 released
2020-09-04 13:07 marked

My Childhood Friend Was a God

Complete | Ruru (menten watagashi) | 2019 released

WAAAAH MY HEART, why did I read this knowing the pain I would feel? Tarou and Tomoya grew up together since birth, but there's something special: Tomoya is a god with a jewel "like the blue sky" in his chest, always being respecting by everyone and being unable to go to school. Tarou and Tomoya's moments together, SOO SAD, walking to school and just hugging. On their 18th birthday before Tomoya disappears, they go on an trip and at night, Tarou expresses his sadness and they finally kiss, showing their feelings and making love until morning, when Tomoya must go and leaves behind his blue jewel. WAAAH, when the old lady told Tarou to keep his best friend's jewel, this was SO SHORT and I wish we could see what happens later? Is Tomoya still always by his side? Do they ever get to see each other again?