YSP Lover's manga / #trap in the past(72)

Love Hazuki and Watari love long distance. "This scent... we used to have sex during third year of high school, from the rainy season till graduation. That was the best time of my life. I want to touch more, I want to feel more. The word more kept playing in my head, the closer I got, the more I wanted to touch and the more I touched, the more I didn't want to stop. After that, we had sex so many times, I've lost count. Never once did Watari refuse me, probably it's because of his meek personality, he never said no. He smile never changed, like back then, I'm captivated by him. It is only Watari whom I cannot take my eyes off of. I thought that nothing has changed, but too much has changed. I was the only one who thought things wouldn't change. Watari's smile and scent... At that time, I didn't realize his feeling." "Hazuri has been very thoughtful, taking my feeling into consideration that kind of happiness I cannot get used to. We have a long-distance relationship, me-having responsibilities with the local prefecture office. While Hazuki-having attended university in Tokyo, found a job with a corporation in the city. Even though he knew that I was being willful, he still compiled with my self-centered demands to meet every week. And this has lasted for month now. Traveling expenses for a round-trip cost about 20,000yen. Arriving on Friday evening and leaving with the last train on Sunday evening. Saying as though it's natural to do so, if only he would say that it was intolerable to come every week. That's right I've always been waiting, this was how Hazuri concede, but he has never blamed me for doing nothing but waiting. Even though it was something we were both responsible for. Really, if only I'd realized it earlier. It's not about whose fault it was for not continuing before. You've changed, matured so much, always I'm the one left behind. The feelings you've conveyed I'll take them with me."

Love Tomoya Kizaki, Haizawa and Itou Hikaru. "I wonder why people choose the person who hurt them not the person who cherish them?"

Love Kirishima Kaoru and Daigou Mikihisa. (Part I)

Love Futaba and Kazuyuki (Yuki said his mother was abandoned by their father because Futaba's mother snatched him away. His mother and him were thrown away when Futaba were born.). "That was the last time I saw Yuki-chan, he disappeared from my life. Why?Pat me on the head again, cheer me up, I want to see you. The more my memories faded, the more my heart craved him, the more time that passed, the more I yearned form him. I just can't forget him, Finally we met again. I actually came here to hurt you. What should I do? I love Yuki-chan. Even thought it hurts so much, this pain... is different. My heart is racing even thought we're brothers. Even thought he's my older brother, I'm beginning to think that it doesn;t matter something's wrong with me. I never knew Yuki-chan hates me... that's why even if you hurt me, it's ok you know? Since then, Yuki-chan hardly goes out at night anymore, instead he slept with me night came again and again. The next day, Yuki-chan was gone. Once again, he vanished from my sight. Laundry for two people, meal preparations for two people. I wonder why... such trivial things make me so happy. I know very well this throbbing heat ... every part of Futaba is telling me that he loves me so much. I really wish that Moday would never ever come again."

Love Hashimoto Hidemitsu and Mashita Kaname. "I've no idea how long I've been here nor do I care. I only care about when he'll embrace me again! I no longer hurt, in fact, I've never been this alive! The people who used to hold me this tightly were both gone. Now, I live to have sex with this man. He love my father and calls me by his name... I'm nothing but an empty shell! Only when he bestows me the pleasure do I feel alive. I came to pay off my late father's debts, and I'm gradually setting in living with Hashimoto Hidemitsu, a day trader who moves millions of dollars in a day. This is a far cry from the life I used to know with creditors constantly on my back! His affluence is so unreal that sometimes he seems surreal to me."