YSP Lover's manga / #Cold Seme x Soft-heart Uke(26)

Silence

Ongoing | Takamiya Azuma | 2004 released

Masato is Kaoru's friend and he seems to go after with the girls who Kaoru is interested in or going out with but then breaking up with them. One Day Masato asked Kaoru by seeing the girls you like taken away and then allowing yourself to be embraced by the very same man, how did you feel? "As if he's trying to calm me, he repeatedly kisses me, gently brushes my hair and call out my name. With a gentle voice, does he always embrace girls like this? He's the worst guy! Even to me, he's doing this, he's probably just in the mood after all. That's right, just like all the girls up till now the girls who fell in love with this guy. I'm different from those girls I don't like him not this worst guy. Definitely not! Always no matter if it's with Miwa or the other two before that, you only listen quietly. A while ago as well you didn't... it would be better if you just yell at me rudely... No matter what time it is, he will definitely go home. Just like nothing happened, he will put on his clothes right after we're done. He never turns back not even once. After we made love for first time, I slept so deeply that it was as though I'd lost consciousness. With a thread of my remaining consciousness, I thought I sensed him kiss me and tell me something. But I'm sure that it was just a dream."

Desire

Complete | kazumi maki,Honami Yukine | 2001 released

Toru is a shy and quiet student who has developed a special crush on his close friend Ryoji, the most popular member of the high school swim team. Ryoji is a playboy and he gave love to any women when he has sex with them he said he always think about Toru. But the reality he just plays with Toru's feeling and takes revenge on him whenever he feels sex. "I used to imagine how happy it would be to make love to the person I love. But this is different. To Ryoji this is just another game. He is disappointed? What a self-centered guy he is. Even so I'm still so much in love with him. He confirmed that the reality and the imagination don't match. Then he decided to completely forget about what we did. As for me how many times will I recall it and cry over it? Since then we got physically involved three times. He brought me into his house by force and he almost raped me. He knows what to do and what not to and how to make me moan."

Takaramono wa Hako no Naka

Complete | AMASAKI Yoshimi | 2012 released

Being the one desiring or being desired by him, and being the one embracing or being embraced by him, either way can make me feel this good. I should have realized this sooner. What's precious is inside of the box but not anymore. I tore it to pieces with my own hands. I lost it all. The only parter I wanted to treasure as most important to me... There's nothing left for me anymore. "Gin knew it. He knew that it was all an outburst of anger. And he accepted it despite knowing... Event if I regret it now, it's too late..." "As long as they had the slightest resemblance to u, anyone was fine. All of them were ur replacement." Ei said. If he ever said those things... "I'm fine with u." "I don't want it if it's not u." If only... Ei-chan would want me from the bottom of his heart... I'd be the happiest person in this world. Gin said.

Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi

Complete | YAMAKAMI Riyu | 2000 released

Love between Watakabe-san and Hazuki. "Watakabe-san of course I've hear of him, but I never met him until now. He seems so mature and gentle! hard to believe that people like him actually exist!" "Last night, he looked completely different. He has such wild murderous look in his eyes. I know it's unlikely but I still want to try. Chances are he won't be here again tonight but I won't give up until I try. So Watakabe-san is also gay, he hasn't said a word to me and I just followed along. What's going on? This can't be real! This can't be! This isn't sex! I was so scared! That was totally detached from any sentiments! He used me like a thing! Why? Why am I doing this? He just raped me! Regardless, I still want to know even his dark side even if only a little. I could take much more of this everytime is like rape. I have a cut on my lip when he first cuffed me, I didn't like it so he hit me. He was so violent with eyes as cold as ice and he would hit me whenever I protest. Like he said I'm better off staying away from him but why do I still want to be with him? If I decide to leave him, he wouldn't even miss me. He'll just forget me and more on. But I don't want to lose him." "He was just laughing and having a good time with his friends. Why did it make me feel so enraged? How could I do this to him? I've no right to restrict him from being with other people. I can't lock him up all for myself! It's his right to do whatever he wants when he's not with me. Besides, if he weren't aroung, I could always find others to take his place like I used to. I probably should've done that. It would've been for the best especially for him. He would no longer be subjected to my violence and find a new man. A new man? Him? with another man?"

Overdose

Complete | kawai touko | 2005 released

Chikao is a gentle soul who has the bad luck of falling in love with Yuuji, a playboy and cheat.

Deep Flower

Complete | yamakami riyu | 2001 released

Love between Takeyama Kei and Sonoda Keiya. "The most humiliating thing, the saddest thing to bear, wasn't that he used violence... It was that I was certain Kaiya only saw me as a plaything. And so he wouldn't listen to anything I say. He could never understand the pain of having this empty sex." "I love you? Did he really say that? I heard right didn't I? His eyes, burning holes into me, is this all real?" "when I first met Kei, he was always staring off into the distance. He looked so lonely, his eyes seemed to beg for something he'd left behind. Always glancing over my shoulder in search of something of someone. I feel in love with those sad eyes. I wanted to keep those eyes all for myself."