YSP Lover's manga / #Childhood Friends(127)

I gave up on Kou's character but I fell in love more and more with Ao. This manga is problematic on a few levels, but the only character that I could summon any sympathy for was Ao. His feelings about admitting to his lie were heart-wrenching in a way few yaoi mangas are. Every time the uke would cheat, I would feel my frustration levels rising. And they doubled when Ao would forgive him easy as anything. Once, the uke didn't even have to confess and Ao forgave him! Truly a saint, if not for the lying. Which is a major part of his motivation for everything. Why he forgives the cheating uke and would do anything for him. That and his irrefutable love. The other seme was almost a non-entity. I didn't particularly like or dislike him and he might as well could have been anyone. The uke was a waste of air. He spends the whole manga confused and conflicted and sleeping with the other seme any chance he got. He almost had me convinced that he was actually going to resist the other seme's advances at one point, but then he proceeded to sleep with him anyway. Overall, Ao should have rode off into the sunset with the other seme(turned uke). Then the uke could have went and got drunk and slept with whoever he deemed attractive enough before he got wasted, like he did at the party in the beginning of the manga.

1. Takase and Hanamura After they met, Takase found Hanamura to be lovely but, because he's unable to communicate normally, he couldn't say it to him properly. He has to try really hard to make his feelings easy to understand. Besides, he felt like drawing Hanamura into accepting his evident affection little by little. He is someone who doesn't talk about his feelings, but I'm sure that he loves it! 2. Sei and Kazu-nii

Fujita and Kawasaki (he really loves Fujita) Honda and Kaidou I've known Fujita longer than Honda... ever since primary school. I've always like Fujita but since Fujita would often talk about girls he liked, it's not as if I could say anything. Fujita likes girls that's normal, I'm the strange one. If I tould Fujita that I liked him surely I would not be able to see his smiling face anymore. When we entered junior high, I was content with being the close friend he relied on the most. Even if fujita easily gets infatuated, that's all there is to it so I felt relieved... Girlfriend? of course they would break up soon, to be loved by Fujita like this, by hurting him in this way. Fujita is panicking if I don't come up with a excuse I'm such a liar. The night when Fujita called me over, I held him and he didn't resist me. Since we've been together since we were small and he usually submits to the things I say. Since then, Fujita didn't get another girlfriend it was as if he chose me completely. Afterwards, as if we were falling deeper and deeper in order not to be seen by the others, we of course did it at home. The school restroom, the library, the station and the park. I didn't get get tired of holding Fujita and he didn't reject me. Even though we did those things yesterday he still lets me touch him. Even with the arrival of a new school year, our relationship didn't change. Fujita isn't thinking about maintaining our relationship. Fujita is yearning for his next love I'm not the one he yearns for. It's been four years since I've see you, my memory of you is still traced back to our highschool days together. If I knew I would want to see you and yearn for you this much, I wouldn't have held you back then. Even if I conveyed them, it's not as if Fujita would choose me. I need to fully realize it's already over between us, I was rejected right around graduation. I realize there's no luck at all but I still like you like a fool.

"The me that could not respond with 'I love you' would be unable to bring you happiness. Arthur, thank you for accepting my selfish request... and thank you for pretending to still be asleep..." Laurent said.