Overdose
Chikao is a gentle soul who has the bad luck of falling in love with Yuuji, a playboy and cheat.
Desire
Toru is a shy and quiet student who has developed a special crush on his close friend Ryoji, the most popular member of the high school swim team. Ryoji is a playboy and he gave love to any women when he has sex with them he said he always think about Toru. But the reality he just plays with Toru's feeling and takes revenge on him whenever he feels sex. "I used to imagine how happy it would be to make love to the person I love. But this is different. To Ryoji this is just another game. He is disappointed? What a self-centered guy he is. Even so I'm still so much in love with him. He confirmed that the reality and the imagination don't match. Then he decided to completely forget about what we did. As for me how many times will I recall it and cry over it? Since then we got physically involved three times. He brought me into his house by force and he almost raped me. He knows what to do and what not to and how to make me moan."
Yatteraneeze!
Start of the story was messy and boring, in middle was super worst because of seme's past he had sex without love, every partners it seems his life was the hell. After fell in love, just knew the past was worst but it already done for long time and you cannot change anything.
3-pun Instant no Chinmoku
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