YSP Lover's manga / #Beautiful Art(851)

Onodera Ritsu was in Junior High school confessed love to Saga-senpai who was in Senior High School then they made sex-relationship but breaking up after had misunderstanding some stories. 10yrs then their have met up each other again but "I will never fall in love again" Onodera Ritsu said. Saga Masamune was changed because his parents divorced when he was a senior in high school and now he is Takano Masamune. "People who are nice to others... I always thought they acted that way expecting something in return. But really with this guy, it's probably that he just love me... It's probably just that and nothing more." Saga-san said. "Did I hear him reight? I guess because I really truely love him. If he loved me back at least a little, I could die happy. Don't be stupid like I'd ever fall again for the same persion I was in love with ten years ago. No way, I'll never ever do that. So my heart beating like crazy is simply. It's easy for him to talk about ten years ago, but the truth is that it was a long time ago and memories fade Besides, we only dated for a short time. And just what did Takano-san get up to during the ten years we were apart? I hurt Takano-san? He knew who I was before we started dating? and all the misunderstandings that make no sense? I hate this! my head is always spinning, filled with thoughts of him. Everything seems to go haywire whenever Takano-san is near me, leaves me shaken. It's not like I'm in love with him anymore. Our ralationship might've worked when we were both young and stupid. But I'm an adult now, he's my boss and we're both men. I wonder why all he has to do is talk to me or touch me or just laugh and my heart squeezes painfully in my chest. That I almost made love with Takano-san the other day. I can still remember the feeling of his touch, his kissing, undressing, and su...sucking. There are absolutely no feeling of love involved. It's not like Takana-san and I are lovers or anything like that. Aside from our past, we're now just a boss and a subordinate. Ther truth is, I don't want to be involved with him any more than I already am. It must be the right thing to do from an objective viewpoint too. Even though he always scolds me, even though he always insults me, it's because he holds me like i'm too precious to him. I won't tell him. Even though he makes my heart race and my chest ache with such pain that tears well up in my eyes, I filled with happiness just by the warmth of his body. He's the only person who has ever made me feel this way in my life. I won't tell him such frustrating things. When he touch me, it feels like my whole body is on fire. I just freeze up and lose all my strength and then there's a ringing deep within my ears. All I can hear is my own heartbeat, the sound of his belt unbuckling, the sound of clothes rustling and the sound of Takano-san breathing. There's no way that can be true... but but what if it is? Then... yeah... just maybe that's what it is after all. His cold fingers set off a fever through my whole body. Even though my whole body was soaked and I had felt as If I were going to freeze over. Takano-san's heat had melted my through before I even realized it. Why do his kisses feel this good? Why do his arms hold me this gently? The Temperature and heartbeat that I can feel in the palm of my hand, is it Takano-san's? It's just that it's nothing but hot and painfully sweet." "I'm speaking to you, one man to another. I'm scared to death of never being able to see you again."

Katsuragi and Akihito's love between master and butler. "I said again and again, whoever you are, whatever you do. I don't care I just want to be with you." "I don't care if this is a dream. I have longed to hear these words always. Even just for once if its' like that... surely I... please let me stay by your side." "The two are a series of contradictions... the things they say do not go accordingly to what they do." "If I let out my voice it's overflowing all of these emotions surely. Finally, I was able to convey my true feelings. If that happens my true feelings will someday emerge. If I continue to stay beside Akihito-sama for sure I might never... be able to leave him again." "This is stupid, what about lord Morivama nad Ishizaki? What should I do? At the same time... whenever I think about it as soon as possible. It's hot the heat and anger is driving me crazy. I'm trying to forget... always the passion, these feelings pretending that all of these never existed. I can't stop trembling... my sanity so hot it disrupts my nervers. Doing it on a whim, my nerves, makes me extremely angry. It makes me happy to the extreme that it makes me mourn." "Hiding my honest feelings with an excuse and pretending cool with a composed face. What am I doing? I didn't mean to do it like this. I'll end up become one of them I know I shouldn't do this, but I can't stop. I thought... his eyes told me do whatever you like. I... I shattered every word I wanted to tell you and twied them deep in my mind. I shouldn't have done it. This shouldn't have happened, I had been dreaming. Thinking someday, I would grow up to be a fine man so that Katsuragi would willingly accept me. Someday, we would be able to stand on equal footing and we would understand each other thoroughly. That's what I hoped for." Raw: http://www.77mh.com/colist_147562.html

Being the one desiring or being desired by him, and being the one embracing or being embraced by him, either way can make me feel this good. I should have realized this sooner. What's precious is inside of the box but not anymore. I tore it to pieces with my own hands. I lost it all. The only parter I wanted to treasure as most important to me... There's nothing left for me anymore. "Gin knew it. He knew that it was all an outburst of anger. And he accepted it despite knowing... Event if I regret it now, it's too late..." "As long as they had the slightest resemblance to u, anyone was fine. All of them were ur replacement." Ei said. If he ever said those things... "I'm fine with u." "I don't want it if it's not u." If only... Ei-chan would want me from the bottom of his heart... I'd be the happiest person in this world. Gin said.

Love between Kanou Somuku and Ayase Yukiya. "I'll teach you so that this time you won't forget. Two guys? It's weird isn't it? I know that too, when I was holding you in my deams... I thought about it too but still... I don't care about what happens anymore I just want him. What am I doing? Even I knowing this... I promised to protect you and not to let anyone dirty you. You have been the most important person in my life. I want you so badly. If I can't have you no matter what I do... but why do I still want you rather than handing you over to someone else. In order to have you I would bind you by any means." "He wants to believe in someone. He wants to have someone who he can call a relative so that he can rely on them. He is afraid to accept the fact that he's alone, I'll never leave him. But to Ayase, the he needs is not me. Let's go to the place where only I can be relied on." "What am I doing... No matter what I do, it's useless. Not from this room nor from the life I'm living in. I will not be able to escape... What's wrong Kanou-san... why do you have such a sad expression on your face? This is weird after saying all those things... this person's hand why does it feel so warm? I'm going to break completely by that person's hand. My everyday life, my sense, my body my soul and everything else... but why? why does it feel so tender?"

Vol.1 Ch.2 Vol.1 Ch.5 Vol.2 Ch.1 Vol.2 Ch.5 Vol.3 Ch.4 Vol.4 Ch.5.2 Vol.4 Ch.5.3 Vol.5 Ch.3 Vol.5 Ch.4 Vol.5 Ch.4.7 Vol.6 Ch.5 Vol.6 Ch.6 Vol.8 Ch.11 Vol.9 Ch.6 Vol.10 Ch.4.1 Love between Tetsuhiro Morinaga and Souichi Tatsumi. "Just now... I didn't quite property. I didn't quite get to hear his voice, just one more time. Ah and then, not just his voice... his face when he comes too. I want to see it property and then... and then... his body too. His whole body I want to see it all, I want it all. Every part of him, body and soul I want to make him mine. I want to possess him! This is bad... this is really really bad, I was thinking that but there was no way I could stop myself. Truely, from the bottom of my heart I prayed that morning would never come. Why wasn't it able to resist tempation, that time? But it can't be helped, because even now just hearing your voice on the phone... I want to hold you in my arms. I love you, I love you, I love you so much that I can't stand it so after all, it could only have turned out like this. Even if only a little, if you could love me one percent as much as I love... That would make me think that the reason you let me be by your side is love. So, why am I keeping this kind of hope? Senpai stayed in seemingly mortified silence but he didn't hit me so that's because I'm in love with you senpai. When you're in love everyone feels that but senpai doesn't know that yet. I'd like for senpai to know that feeling someday but maybe that's just cruel of me. Senpai, you can advert your eyes, I'll look I'll open you all up and expose everything. Senpai scrunched his eyebrows and closed his eyes tight like it was embarrassing. Could it be that he's excited by me? He's become aware of me? being embarrassed about seeing and being seem?"

Love between Toujou Tatsumi-san and Shuuji. "No matter if it's morning... day... or night... Tatsumi-san's need for me never end. It's night already? How many days have I spent with Tatsumi-san?"

Katsumi and Yoshitaka. "This was probably the reason for inviting me here today. It was part of his plan that Takashima provoked me. It was all planned for him to make me a plaything just to please himself. But there's one thing he doesn't understand that even a pet has its heart. And that it'd even be able to bite its master if it were hounded down. I'll show him. I accompanied him on business trip abroad as he told me. I've already become mentally tired, even so, he still makes love to me every night like this. If this continues, i'll be completely worn out. I have to do something before that happens. Yoshitaka, who's always calm and composed is losing him temper ever that man. I finally found th trump card. Usually, when we're done I'd go home right away. This is the first time I see his sleeping face. What his mean expression, I wonder if he's very tired. Sleeping in front of me so soundly with his guard down. So that's why he said it was enough for today? But myself in that moment when I hear Yoshitaka saying it was enough already, I though he already hated me and I feel so shocked about it. That kind of thing I really don't want to believe it! Gone just like that really disappointing. That's right, hasn't everything gone aas I want so far? but why? Being stated as his pet he didn't even persuade me to stay. I still have this hurting feeling. Why didn't I notice it till now? No matter how rough, the hands holding me are always gentle. The only time I was treated with violence was in the Osian hotel. Other than that, he never hurt me, if I am loved by this man, how happy will I be? I have absolutely no hope. To Yoshitaka, I'm only a pet to kill time with, one day, he'll be bored and leave me. Staying next to him with a heart of love, if that day comes I will be broken." "No matter what happens, Katsumi is mine! It doesn't matter what tactics you come up with, I will show you that you can't have him!" "But... I have feelings too, I don't want you to use hands that have embraced other men to embrace me. I don't want to breathe in the smell that others have left." "Even if it's one stand of hair, I will definitely not let anyone get it. This belongs only to me! Not only do I need to possess your heart, I will not allow anyone to touch even one of your fingers. Everything of yours, even your body belongs to me."