Mich's manga / #sadness(1)

I don’t even know what to rate this... miwa confesses to katou. Katou rejects and instead presents his other gay friend to him. At first hashina just wants to fuck but after miwa rejects him he slowly falls for him. Hashina blows him (miwa) after school and they end up doing that for a while. Later Katou admits to hashina that he actually liked(s) miwa too but was scared (didn’t realize it at the time) to agree. Hashina tells him to leave miwa alone because now they hang out at his house and do things. After, Katou tries to talk to miwa and miwa runs away (he thinks Katou is looking down(is disgusted) on him for doing those things). Miwa goes to Hashina and reveals he’s now ready for sex Again they do it in the library and Hashina texted Katou so he could watch. Katou then asks for him to leave him and miwa alone (in library right after the fucking) he rapes miwa and says it’s not him (like isn’t the same person he used to know (he himself Katou) they all get traumatized. Hashina for basically inciting it ends up getting erectile dysfunction after he went back and saw the mess Katou left with miwa. Miwa asks Hashina for sex. Rough sex. And Katou can’t believe what he did and loses his vision/hearing. A month passes, Katou still hasn’t came back to school. Miwa goes to him after Hashina basically tells him to. He ends up fucking him and Katou gets his senses back and they get together (?) not oficial to readers. So Hashina was left all alone. Man this is exactly why I don’t know how to rate it. Like wtfff. Wonder if Hashina got cured. Also would’ve been better for Miwa to get with Hashina as he became understanding and gentle towards him. Miwa was lw dumb for getting with Katou after what Katou did. Everything was just MISCOMMUNICATION. Yea idk I’m just done. This lw irritated me. And I’m usually down for fucked up stories.