hellahana's manga / #Teacher(4)

Kota mati? Ahh we saw dia pakai baju... Pajama? Alaa yg matching kaki dgn badan tu? I think dia dlm hospital, hospitalized? The fact mc said something, selain dia dn kota, x dk sapa yg tau pasai base bagai tu. I guess rambut straight mangkun ni his twin? Also kan, dia x percaya yg kota send that letter, why? Aku ada terpikiaq that (obviously aku x tau apa ii berkenaan tentang adulthood so forgive me) nk jadi cg take less than decade, you get what I mean. Bukannya sehari dua nk jadi cg ok. They lost contact? Aku sedihla. Kota... What happened to you? "Repeatedly hospitalized and discharged" oh.. okok Aku baru tengok chapter 2 di mana kota bawak tetsu keluar ke pokok and I already want to cry Tetsu bawak seludup kota dlm sekolah reminds me kawan aku pernah seludup aku masuk asrama dia. Nasib penyelia tu at least tahu muka aku. Well aku pun liar (wild) jugak, dhh idk how many time aku bawk org asing masuk sekolah aku. The pure genuine expression on tetsu face in library... Got me sad. Also I saw "replacement" tag. I'm sorry, aku... Selalu overanalyzing everything and overthinking and just mixing anything that comes to mind I always stick to one person at one time. I've gone through so many friendship breakup. That's why, sekarang ni, walaupun there's no one in my side. I would treasure everyone. And I still can't move on I'm sorry little girl Which university are you going for? Bro that makes him, twenty while tetsu might be 26+ old. If that's how is it.... That guy is kota's younger brother? But that doesn't seem right, kalau macam tu, ofkos tetsu kenai punya. ...COUSIN???? Ikut gen ni... Muka hampir serupa tapi cousin apa sampai sanggup jadi "mistress" punya sayang kt kota? That add up well.. idk What if that's Kota vessel ? Body of the deceased??? Idk if that's the correct way to use that sentence but there we go. Kota's memory get sucked (excuse my chosen vocabulary) into that man body don't get me started also this isn't supernatural genre. I saw "dead friend" tag.. my eyes... Has been spoiled. Also, the fact shun blushing when tetsu asked for his name. Don't tell me.. he's been waiting for this moment? I mean yes, he's very eager to make tetsu choose him as mistress. What if, shun is kota childhood friend? Kota would always talked about testu this, tecchan that to shun. And shun was, mindblow, who is this man kota talking about? I'm interested! And what if, kota actually entrust tetsu to shun, cuz why not?! Everytime we see shun, he always have a smile shown on his face. Quite painful I would say. We don't deserve him. Excuse me sir, what was that blush for? I'm scared "SEN" !!??!!!? DID HE MADE PROMISE OR AGREEMENT WITH KOTA OR WHAT??!? PLEASEEEEEE LOOK AT HIS FACE, that's the face if someone who want to have sex? He's trembling FOR GOD SAKE. WHAT IS HE DOING??? Oh, he said sensei LMAOO. MY BAD THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING GODDAMN KALUT SANGAT KAN Don't tell me, shun is actually his student? Yg tetsu mengajar beberapa tahun yg lepas? He fell in love with tetsu. And then somehow shun is related to kota? My theories are getting wild Don't cry baby, you deserve the world but we don't deserve you Omg yes, my latest theory is correct, he really graduate from the same highschool tetsu teach "I wonder if he's empty inside, just like me..." Wow never I ever get chill over a sentence before. I had a hint but it was still shocking.. ahhhh... Please, you can be greedy if you want. But tetsu getting mad is absolutely rational. It's his kota afterall. "Tecchan you're my hero" bitch, they have no relation at all. Shun found the letter in library, but isn't that suck af?! My bro kota feeling would never reach tetsu if it wasn't because of shun. NOOO DON'T TWIST MY SENTENCE I BEGGING YOU, ME. That guy who sleeping in the class is very lucky. I fuckin envy that. He's got a free non-pay treatment. Bish better treasure that moment. Ok god, I sound awful. I'm just MAD bro just disappear. And you know what they say? Heartbreak change people. Ahhh betulah, kota used to have a secret (what was that?) Hole? Place where he kept things. Sorryyyyy idk the word I finished!!!! Well, they're cute. I'm glad we get to see kota's remaining letter. I hope he's doing well, up there ️ that's it from me, I'm tired of thinking. Time to shut down. Goodbye