ajay's manga / #psychological(42)

Wow. Hold on, I’m currently writing this with tears in eyes, so this is hard. Let’s talk about this. So, there’s a lot to cover, so let’s just break it up into three sections: The uke, the seme, and the relationship. The uke is the main character of the story. He is shown as a regular, hard working middle class man in his late twenties. He is kidnapped by the seme, and this is where we learn more about his character. The best words to describe this man are selfish, a sadist/masochist, and dependent. He is a person who didn’t know how to love properly, so in turn he used the feeling of superiority to hurt and force the seme to stay (in the past). When he finally remembered everything later on, he couldn't let go of the past, and tried to force his view of the seme onto him. Even after he burned down the warehouse and everything was over, he wasn’t able to let go of his kidnapper, and first true love. He is truly sad and messed up. The seme is shown as this mysterious kidnapper that is perverted and rapes the uke. When the uke finds his diary from the past and present, we start to learn more about him. The three words I would use to describe him is obsessive, depressed, and desperate. He was an innocent kid who was forced into obsession by the uke, after being tormented and belittled sexual and emotionally by him. He kidnapped and raped the uke as a way for him to experience all the pain he went through, but it ended up backing firing and making him fall in a twisted web of lies and love again. He really just wanted to be happy with the uke, but ended up messing everything up in the worse possible ways. Even after everything, he still accepted the uke back into his arms. This brings us to their relationship. What can I say? It’s toxic as fuck. They both experienced some serve Lima and Stockholm syndrome, and they can’t seem to love each other without making the other one suffer. These two did end up together in the end, and I will say why this is the best and worst possible ending. This is the worst ending because they seriously shouldn’t be in such a toxic and unhealthy relationship. This is the best ending because I whole heartedly believe that these two would never have found happiness or love in any way without the other. They are too messed up for love, friends, family, and even living. The fact that they are able to be messed up and in pain together for the rest of their lives, is probably the most painful and perfect option for them. They can depend on each other, even if it’s in an unhealthy way. Cuz even if these two messed up people weren’t together, they would still be in pain and suffering. At least now, they have someone to suffer with them. Anyways, just go read it man

Bruh. I just wanted to read this cuz I got a thing for dudes in women’s underwear. Wtf did you have to drop abuse and sexual assault on me instead. I feel all sorts of fucked up

I- ummmm so none of us are going to talk about how Tomohisa has sex with his (basically) son. Okay? Good. Anyways, this was a really good series. I’ve never seen a plot that had so much to it! I mean there was “amnesia”, kidnapping lmao, murder, family pressure, and even DID. I really didn’t expect the twist that involved Yutta and Yuki, so that was really dope. I guess Tomohisa is lucky. He gets the more dom bottom, and a very sub bottom in one package. I think it’s super cute they become a family at the end. Just don’t think to hard about the Tomohisa and Yutta thing please

This was a very interesting story. I will split up my review as usual: seme, uke, and relationship. So our main character of this story is the seme. He lost his girlfriend in an accident, and is grieving her greatly. He meets her “best friend” and uses him as a replacement for her. It’s very cute to see this character grow to love the “replacement”. There is one moment when we can see he truly has forgotten about his girlfriend, and started seeing the best friend. It was such a beautiful moment, to see his eyes open and fall in love again. The uke is the best friend of the the women that died, and uses the seme as a way to feel how his best friend felt when he held her. This is a very complex character. We first see him in love, then it as an obsession, and then we find out that Soha (the women) actually manipulated him. It’s great to see him finally move on at the end, and let go of her. The relationship was very toxic in the beginning. Both were using each other as a way to cope with the grief of losing the woman they loved, and it was just not healthy that they were holding on to the past. There were both moments that they had, when they opened their eyes and saw each other for the first time. Not for Soha or the man that Soha loved, but for themselves. They truly fell in love at the end, and it was amazing. Great short story, highly recommended.

WOW. JUST WOW. This is absolutely messed up. There are no words I have for this. I don’t want to spoil anything at all, since this should be an experience all on its own. There is no reason to analyze such a story, when I think it speaks for its self: happiness is not found easily, we all must suffer, to really live. I think that was a message that best fit this story. I really just came here so I could cringe at a farther/son relationship, but instead I got pain and more pain. Also, Taehyun, if you’re out there, I hope you find happiness. You deserve the world. Thank you

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I- what- huh- why- wtf. Why is it so short?? Was this a teaser that never got used?? It looks so good thooo. They should’ve used it

Oh Harada, this is a no from me. Why are you like this hunnie?