ajay's manga / #bully(11)

lol i don’t even have to reread this to know this was probs horrible. shit i thought was good in my young age was NOT good. i need to go through my ratings again

Huh. Didn’t expect to kinda tolerate this one, because of rape and manipulation. Honestly, the beginning was what I thought it would be. But it weirdly became super cute in the end. Rape is a no-no. But cuteness made it slightly more enjoyable.

Soooo cute!! So loved the story and the couples! Also, the pantyhose fetish really was ~spicy~ It’s too great, thank you for making this. (Ended up buying it in paperback. Go support the author •3•). Edit 1: …found out someone in my immediate family has a pantyhose fetish, which has mildly or severely ruined my feelings for this story. I don’t know how to feel. Edit 2: Update: i have come to terms with it. it’s still weird to know about it, but i’m trying my best to remember that everyone has a private life and kinks.

BRO. This was amazing. At first, I didn’t trust Sanada at all, but he became so sweet and loving. They were such a cute couple, and they deserve the world. I’m happy that they learned to talk out their misunderstandings in the end, and learn to be selfish together. Itonaga and Sanada forever.

Couple one: Nonohiko is too cute and innocent for his own good. Hibiki really should learn to hold back, and ya know, not rape people. I’m glad they’re happy in the end tho, cuz they both hot as hell. Couple two: More rape. Yay (not really). The sculptor is hot as hell, and he’s packin. Tho he’s got the weirdest/nastiest kink, cuz he likes dudes that look like children :/. The uke was fun and cute tho. I hope they are happy in the end(?) couple three: wtf. Why is there rape in every story?? Anyways, the uke is SO DAMN FINE. I was really happy when I realized the cross dresser was the seme and not the uke. This was a good couple

Wow. Hold on, I’m currently writing this with tears in eyes, so this is hard. Let’s talk about this. So, there’s a lot to cover, so let’s just break it up into three sections: The uke, the seme, and the relationship. The uke is the main character of the story. He is shown as a regular, hard working middle class man in his late twenties. He is kidnapped by the seme, and this is where we learn more about his character. The best words to describe this man are selfish, a sadist/masochist, and dependent. He is a person who didn’t know how to love properly, so in turn he used the feeling of superiority to hurt and force the seme to stay (in the past). When he finally remembered everything later on, he couldn't let go of the past, and tried to force his view of the seme onto him. Even after he burned down the warehouse and everything was over, he wasn’t able to let go of his kidnapper, and first true love. He is truly sad and messed up. The seme is shown as this mysterious kidnapper that is perverted and rapes the uke. When the uke finds his diary from the past and present, we start to learn more about him. The three words I would use to describe him is obsessive, depressed, and desperate. He was an innocent kid who was forced into obsession by the uke, after being tormented and belittled sexual and emotionally by him. He kidnapped and raped the uke as a way for him to experience all the pain he went through, but it ended up backing firing and making him fall in a twisted web of lies and love again. He really just wanted to be happy with the uke, but ended up messing everything up in the worse possible ways. Even after everything, he still accepted the uke back into his arms. This brings us to their relationship. What can I say? It’s toxic as fuck. They both experienced some serve Lima and Stockholm syndrome, and they can’t seem to love each other without making the other one suffer. These two did end up together in the end, and I will say why this is the best and worst possible ending. This is the worst ending because they seriously shouldn’t be in such a toxic and unhealthy relationship. This is the best ending because I whole heartedly believe that these two would never have found happiness or love in any way without the other. They are too messed up for love, friends, family, and even living. The fact that they are able to be messed up and in pain together for the rest of their lives, is probably the most painful and perfect option for them. They can depend on each other, even if it’s in an unhealthy way. Cuz even if these two messed up people weren’t together, they would still be in pain and suffering. At least now, they have someone to suffer with them. Anyways, just go read it man

Bruh. I just wanted to read this cuz I got a thing for dudes in women’s underwear. Wtf did you have to drop abuse and sexual assault on me instead. I feel all sorts of fucked up

Hey! My third sadistic uke yaoi! Um well, the good thing is that it was S&M and smutty. But it did kinda feel a bit toxic. I mean, in the end they looked happy, but I really just didn’t like the way the uke was treating the seme (probs because I hate degradation during sex lol). Well, read it for the smut, not for the plot (it is a one shot after all).