I cant with this, this made me so mad yet sad. Im crying so much inside right now, but my dad is here so I cant cry in front of him, but omg. THIS HURT SO MUCH SO FUCKING MUCH I CANT I WANT TO SCREAM I FEEL BETRAYED EVEN THOUGH MYSELF I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND. But this shit hurt so much. Like the MC(Zhi Shu) and his boyfriend(Jiang WenXu) of 14 years HE WAS SHIT HE CAN GO DIE IN FUCKING HELL LIKE WHAT HAVING AN AFFAIR FOR 4 YEARS AND DURING THOSE 4 YEARS MY BABY MC FINDS OUT HE HAS BLOOD CANCER AND OMG- shit im tearing up- I just wish the MC a good life, here's where Dr. Ai comes in. DR AI I WILL PROTECT HIM WITH MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE HES SO HE WAS ACTUALLY A GOOD PARTNER TO THE MC. HE DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM, HE WAS SO FUCKING PRECIOUS I ACTUALLY SHIP DR. AI X MC. So basically after Dr. Ai finding out that the MC's boyfriend was cheating on the MC the doctor said, "Come with me I want to help you heal and I want to protect you" AND I WAS LIKE YESS BITCH EVEN THOUGH I WAS CRYING. Like bro the doctor was so kind to him yet the MC didn't have feelings for him, even though the I could tell that the MC still loved his shitty boyfriend. It hurt me, no thoughts, head empty, just super fucking sad about the doctor. AND FUCK THE ENDING GOT ME BRO FUCK LIKE PLEASE I CANT WITH HERE ANYMORE I HATE IT HERE FUCKKK, THE DOCTOR AND I FUCKING QUOTE, "I will never fall in love again" (find it in the last chapter) BROOO I FUCKK THIS IS WHY THE DR. AI WAS A BETTER BOYFRIEND THAN FUCKING SHITTY SEME. so in conclusion this one is kind of like Given ?? except make Yuki an abusive and cold-hearted fuck But this book made me more depressed definitely a second read would bee good but I will probably break again yeah uh Isis good luck A little note, just a reminder uh the MC didn't like the doctor back that broke me even more and the fact that the doctor cared more about the MC like wtf so yeah that made me fucked up uhm I think theres a novel for this Manga ?? I might read it uh yeah WRITTEN ON: August 19, 2020
10 years where I loved you the most