My Lover, My Teacher
My Review ++SPOILERS++ You have to be kidding me. This was the end? No sequel? No nothing? He just left? I don't know what to say. This was filled with a lot of heartbreak and cheating. I hate cheaters but I understand Kyujin. Kyujin may seem like he played with Jimin and Doyeol's feelings but he didn't. His cousin, Doyeol, was the first lover he had and he wasn't sure what he was feeling. It was clear from the start that he was unsure about them and he wanted his cousin to be happy because they had been through so much since they lost their families and when he realized how deep Kyujin's feelings were, he wanted to make him more happy and he rushed things with being in a relationship and a ring. Then when he met his student, Jimin, he tried to fight the feelings that started from a joke but when he heard from Jimin that he was leaving and he would go to the States, he let all his feelings (that he was holding back in order not to hurt his cousin) unleashed. Doyeol knew Kyujin's button and when a few months had passed with Jimin being away he made his moves in order to reclaim his cousin (meaning lover, meaning Kyujin). He played dirty by sending that message to Jimin as if it was sent by Kyujin, but everything is fair in love and war. We can really see the deepness of Doyeol's feelings and how torn Kyujin was between the two guys who loved him. Don't forget that the only relationship Kyujin had before he fell for Jimin was with Doyeol. He didn't have the experience nor was he interested in a relationship before. So, when Jimin came back and they met, sparks went flying again and they ended up together. I'm so sad over Doyeol's heartbreak. He listened to his lover have sex in their own house, and he had to kick Kyujin out because it would have been unbearable living in the same place, even if it was a few days a month, because he would have to live knowing Kyujin loved another. When Doyeol took a big step and married, I honestly thought he was punishing himself because he felt guilty of still feeling what he felt for his cousin and he knew there was no other way for the two of them to meet. Doyeol wasn't ready for their meet-up and he might have never been, and that's why after a while they fell back to the same circle and slept together. In the end, Kyujin ended up leaving both of them without even telling them properly because he knew that circle would never end. He was too confused with his emotions, not knowing what to do and the fact that he couldn't choose between his first love (his cousin who he has relied on since young) or to choose the one he fell for hard. And yes, Kyujin was in love with Doyeol but he never had to question his feelings before and even if he was with Jimin, he thought Doyeol would always be there for him. He took him for granted without even realizing it. It's a tragic story and in the end, all of them are left heartbroken. I thought I wouldn't really enjoy this but something about this story drags you in and even though I didn't like the ending because Kyujin left both Doyeol and Jimin without explaining and just leaving two letters addressed to them behind after moving to someplace secluded to make a new start, there are still hopes for a sequel. I mean the ending is kind of open cause you don't know what would happen next and from what we know, Kyujin didn't have it in him to stay away from Doyeol because even before he knew about the wedding, he kept wondering about Doyeol and even dreamed of him when he spilled his name and Jimin heard him. This is a gem. A must-read for me if you like emotion roller-coasters.
Yarichin ☆ Bitch Club
Obscura
After ''Walk on Water'', this is my next favorite. Finally a manga where the couple breaks up not because of another love interest or cheating but because of their own feelings not measuring up to their relationship and not only that but the characters are well thought and played out. Jeonghan ended his relationship because the only reason he was in a relationship in the first place was because he loved the other person knowing he didn't love him back as much. He hoped that would change at the beginning but it didn't happen and he also felt miserable about how things went down with his family, himself as a person and his studies cause he wasn't as good. He lost his self-esteem and he had always kept quiet about his relationship. Being in a relationship while trying to be the perfect person in order to not lose his lover became very vexing. It was his first and only relationship and it lasted for 8 years. At that point he didn't have the experience or mind to deal with things as he should. Gyu-Tae was in love with him but knowing he was in a relationship with Kangwoo, he never did anything, but when the chance arrived after they had broken up, he went for the kill. Just a piece of advice for people who may relate to Jeonghan and his whole running away from his emotions, as long as you take responsibility for your actions and own up to what you did wrong you can’t end up like him. Even if you can only admit it to yourself that what you did was wrong you’ll be fine. My biggest issue with him is that he was feeling insecure about his relationship and instead of telling Kangwoo he wasn’t feeling loved he decided to break up with him. Not only was Kangwoo blindsided by the sudden break up, he learned that Jeonghan didn’t think he loved him. Kangwoo was able to admit that he could’ve done more but Jeonghan has yet to admit how poorly he dealt with their relationship and everything he did wrong even after deciding to not run away. Sure he said he was sorry but for what?? Hurting him?? That’s not the only thing he should be sorry about. What felt unreal for me was Gyu-Tae's transition to being a good guy and being open about everything. Someone with his character shouldn't have been able to do that right away. I did enjoy how they got back together though. I was waiting for the sidestory on Kangwoo and boy, was I surprised. I like Alexander already even if it's early on. I can't wait to see more of them and how they develop.
Legs That Won't Walk
Both Taeseung and Minhyuk are disgusting human beings. I would like Sooyoung to end up alone or with someone else, but because of yaoi logic, he will stay with Taeseung, a guy that is abusive af, lies to him, manipulates him, allowed him to get beat up just to make him dependent on him, choked him out of anger, referred to him as a toy when talking to others, wanted to isolate him, chained him to the bed, etc. Doing all kinds of fucked up things under the excuse of trying to protect him, because he "loves him". I would rather die than be with someone that treats me like a possession and thinks that they can do whatever they want with me without respecting my freedom.
Down and Dirty
The seme is giving me McQueen from "Walk on Water" vibes. LOVE IT! <3 And this is the author's best work, yet. <3 A gem! (RAW) : https://toonkor.tube/쓰레기-정사 ░[]░ THANKS TO THE UPLOADER SAN ..How much further or low can an attractive body take oneself in a slum? With a pretty face & an attractive body, Choi Hyungdo(24) barely manages to live by working several odd jobs & making armature solo masturbation AV by night produce by his friend,Mary... He's occasionally gets called in for odd jobs at the male brothel,"King Cobra"which he doesn't like since it's sly charismatic owner, Lee Gyung(28) relentlessly tries to seduce him... Hyungdo's attraction to Gyung feels as real as his imminent bankruptcy... The descent may be ruthless, but it's not without its pleasures....?
BJ alex
Okay, first chapter and I'm hooked. A cliffhanger but he did realize it was him from the night streaming show, so I wonder how things will develop. Huge difference between his real character and the character he portrays. Chapter 03: I’m that one comment “Choke me daddy” XD. The only time a meme actually fits context. Plus, bottom: *cums so hard once, he faints* and the top: *fap and leave.* And at the end of chapter 05, BJ Alex is vaping? Really? Hot view! <3 Hm... so BJ Alex can't get hard for his streaming if he doesn't thing of the uke? Why? It's not like they were involved. If anything he didn't like the guy and was angry he found out who he is. Strange! And in the end the only thing BJ Alex thought of doing was popping DG's (uke's name for short) cherry and he proposed of being sex friends and told him to drink the alcohol he prepared for him if he agreed. DG should have refused. I'd love to see BJ Alex explaining how he got erect only with him and how it had to be him. That would have been precious 100%. That member of the student council has some serious anger issues. That stayed with me more than the fact they would have gotten caught having sex in the student council's room. I wonder what would have happened if DG opened the door to BJ' Alex's broadcast room while he was on air? He would have been so mad, for sure. Chapter 20/21: As for MD, I can say I'm really satisfied of how he looked interested in GD and how that made our BJ Alex jealous, even though he'd never admit it. And he was jealous again when GD said he had watched MD's show. Fuck yes! <3 If my intuition is right, then GD's friend and co-worker will end up with MD in sidestories. Hopefully! I shipped them more than a sandwhich with BJ MD and BJ Alex and between GD. And yes, my intuition came true. <3 100%. Chapter 30: That was BJ Alex's ex-boyfriend, right? That explains why he is acting like that. I guess we'll find out as this manga progresses. Chapter 39: I was waiting for some sort of drama to rise up and it happened when DG went into the broadcast room while BJ Alex was in action, in order to blow him and went off on the camera saying he was even BJ Alex's lover which wasn't even true. BJ Alex will be furious! :( I like the way the story-line is moving. How they ended what they had, the portrayal of their feelings and how the tables were finally turned in chapter 45/46, and especially when BJ Alex finally admitted his feelings for GD cause let's face it - he had the hots for him since the beginning. 100% sure about it. The way they became a couple and how they made love and everything of that sort are so satisfying because we get to see the progress of these characters. Seeing DG smile is the best treat we're having. :) Continuing with the chapters up to chapter 80, I honestly love how much Alex as changed throughout this manhwa. Just comparing him to his earlier actions is so stark. Sometimes I re-read the beginning to myself just to compare it to these later chapters. He changed from being the king of pretentions and doing live shows for attention to being so matured, that he can be in a committed relationship and stand up for his partner, he GREW UP SO MUCH! He really is a sweet guy now that he's let go of the past and is relying on Dong-Gyun. Love can really change a person and I’m literally crying Our baby finally opened up his shell and matured. ️ Such a beautiful scene! His anger management issues are finally gone and he’s let go of the pain of his past! I’m just happy for him and DG. The author showed the characters' development so beautifully. As for BJ MD and GD's friend relationship; even though it was short, it covered every detail needed to make it show character growth and development from master/slave to boyfriends and still having BDSM in theri lives. It was really good. This is one of the rare manga/webtoons that I have to give 5/5 stars for the rating. It deserves that much! Well done! 100%
Saihate no Kimi e