『Fangtasia』's manga / #brutal(1)

I wish we could read the rest of the chapters in english. I don't know who updated this but I'm very grateful. I can't wait for the rest. I really don't understand how he's holding on. I would have committed suicide if all these things were done to me. Especially being gang-raped. I don't know how it feels but from the looks of it, no matter how desperate he is, Tayou is still strong. He just doesn't know it yet. My feelings are mixed after chapter 11-12 where Tayou realized its him even though he is blindfolded and how that make the other guy happy in a twisted way.