Vanilla Taste
23-24.3.2025 ch 54-74 the end The chapters after their D/s-relationship end does mostly feature them being emotionally intimate with one another.
The Deepest Confession
25.3.2025 ch side 3 the end
Jinx
11.12.2022 (ch6) - 23.12.2022 (ch8) Toxic af from the very beginning. Seme really is the one that went ”oh, you’ve spread you legs before” to the virgin uke, and already raped him at least thrice by ch8. 13.1.2023 (ch10) I stand corrected. The seme is the chaebol version of rich entitled bastard. Lets see if there’s some character growth from seeing how someone else is living in poverty. Ch 11-12 No change. Basically raped him again. Seme just thinking about his own pleasure. Uke not climaxing, then fainting, and all I’m thinking is “please, take off his shirt, see how he’s been abused by those loansharks!”. Ch 13 Seme told off by a doctor friend about him being too rough and abusive with the uke. Still, seme does not care, and he only does the very minumal thing of feeding the uke a meal before telling him off again. Ch14-15 Seme lies to get the uke out to Busan to have him ”help him out” before a match, one where the opponent sort of got under his skin. So, our asshole seme seems to not know anything about kissing in any nice way. Also, he just couldn’t come out and say “I want ‘doc Dan’ to come out here with the crew” and instead rather lied about his shoulder being out. Emotional manipulation, anyone? Ch 16-18 Seme fights off the loan sharks trying to rape Kim Dan, pays off hos dept to them, then takes him home…only to end up raping him the morning after it all “as breakfast”. Before it, he loudly proclaims how he only “helped” Kim Dan to further ease his own life and keep his jinx at bay. The ONE good thing he did…ruined by his own idiocy and testosterone poisoning. He does not deserve redemption. No way. Nor forgiveness. 15.4.2023 ch 19 10 days he lets him be. Then calls to say “prepare yourself” and calling Kim “just like a real whore” for doing it. Really, no redemption for this egoistic narcisisst. Ch 20 It doesn’t matter if you come from rape. You are still not enjoying it, and it’s still not okay. Also, no man, jo matter physical prowess, can go all night without many many breaks and drugs (talking about the seme here) 3.5.2023 ch 21 He’s a sociopath, really, he is. He can’t have gone to the hospital just because he wanted to know why Dan’s in debt. 24.5.2023 ch 22-23 He pays off “a few months” of Dan’s grandmother’s hospital bills. No idea why he does that. It does not look like a “respect for you elderly” kind of thing, more like a “I need Dam to stop worrying about this old woman and only focus on me”-kind of thing. Also, he again goes and has sex with Dan in the gym. While everyone else but the youngest gym errand boy is gone for a match. And the clueless gym boy has no idea that Dan is getting raped. Again. It’s all awful. 22.7.2023 ch 24 “Why are you doing this!?” “Because it’s fun.” No, it’s because you’re a narcissistic sadist, and you’re delusional. But you listened for a microsecond and got the boxer rookie to leave before you started raping Dan. 22.7.2023 ch 25-28 Apparently it’s time for some background on our sadist seme. Joo Jakhyung is training non-stop, and his shoulder is getting chronic pain. Since it’s only going to become a matter of time before he’ll be forced to stop his career, and/or become painkiller-dependent, Dan tries his best to get him to take “time off”. So, one Saturday while forced to do nothing…of course the is yet again…yeah. Oh, and Dan can’t swim, and almost drowns in the indoor pool. Ch 30 15.8.2023 New character introduced. Actor that seems like a green tea man. And of course the seme is totes jealous and pissed because Dan happens to talk with him. 21.8.2023 ch 31 New character is a snake, wants to piss off Jakyung to get to Dan. 23.11.2023 ch 40 The snake gets dumped. Jakhyung Does an awful thing to make sure it happens. Constipated feelings indeed. But it’s what happens after, when they leave for a match in America, that is really F-UP. Dan gets drugged, probably a mix of amphetamine and ”webtoon aphrodisiacs”, and…kisses Jakhyung while sort of druggedly confessing his love for him. So wrong. So wrong. Xx.xx.2024 ch 53 Dan just leaves. Resigns and then leaves. Leaving Jakyoung pretty much in a state of ”mad cow disease” (I mean, just mad and angry and in a state of non-understanding) 24.11.2024 ch 54 A month has passed since Dan left. Queue Jakyoung getting insomnia, which brings on a drinking problem. His shoulder isn't healing either like it should. 3.12.2024 ch 55 The whole imagery of Jaekyung wishing for Dan to become ”just another one of those faceless replaceable employees” is very brilliantly drawn here. Especially since as good as ALL other people in the episode EXCEPT Dan are drawn as empty. Especially since the guy he tried to have a ONS with at the VIP-club looked so much like Dan it was eerie. 12.12.2024 ch 56 Jakyung is running around, trying to find Dan. Getting desperate. 1.1.2025 ch 57 ”Looking back…I have nothing but regrets” is what Dan is thinking. He is actually also drinking just to be able to fall asleep. So weird that they both have the same way of trying to cope. 4.1.2025 ch 59 Half-asleep-half-awake, Dan starts to walk out into the waves. And then Jaekyoung is there, pulling him out of the water. It’s a really good part of art: ”I feel like I’m drowning because of my awful life, and you came along and pulled me out of it.” 14.1.2025 ch 60 ”That still doesn’t mean I’m going to work for you again.” Good for you Dan, tell him off a LOT more. 4.2.2025 ch 62 The last panels are really well drawn, showing both resignation and a desperate try for emotional detachment from Kim Dan’s side. He’s thinking ”if I allow him to rape me once or twice again, he’ll loose interest and will go away again, right?” 14.2.2025 ch 63 Dan just wishing it would be over and does not want to even see Jakyoung, and Jakyoung being ”weird” and actually wanting to have Dan ”present and looking like he wants to have sex” with him. He actually does foreplay for Dan—even to the point that he actually gives him a blowjob (in his mind, he tells the readers it’s his first time ever giving one). Also, he nearly came as soon as he thrust into Dan, but yeah…still not realizing he actually —likes— Dan. 25.2.2025 ch 64 Oh dear goddess, how much Dan hates himself 13.3.2025 ch 66 It’s weird seeing this sociopath Jakyung try his best to stage an intervention/therapy for Dan. 26.3.2025 ch 67 No, it’s even weirder having him think ”Can we really have it go on like this?”
Take Responsibility, Duke!
27.3.2025
Omawari-san, mata Ashita
3.4.2025 ch 6
Arima-san wa omega ni naritai
16.10.2022 - 27.1.2025 vol 2 ch 5 Positive pregnancy-test for our alpha-recessive omega couple. 8.4.2025
Senza Replica
30.10.2024 ch 22 2.12.2024 ch 27 11.12.2024 ch 28 non-con Bought 28-29 on Tappytoon 23.12.2024 ch 30 14.1.2025 ch 33 Such an empty big apartment. He must really have been so reluctant about life. 8.4.2025 ch 34-45 (then went to NovelUpdate, read to ch 114) Ch 38 is heartbreaking and the best. Guide Dowon clearly loves his esper Kwonwoo as he is now (=amnesic and emotional and clearly loves him back) but he doesn’t want to make the ’real’ Kwonwoo inside start hating him when their memories eventually will return. By ch 45 it is clear that the Kwonwoo tried his best to not ever care about anyone or anything, just so he would never ever have to go through the heartbreak he went through in the past again. Queue no furniture in his apartment, only ever the same clothes, only light guiding by hand from Dowon, and the only thing found in his kitchen being his will and testament. One thing that they do, is record some voice recordings on Dowon’s smartphone, where Kwonwoon is clearly saying he loves Dowon. Just to try and safeguard SOMETHING about them.
Kiite, Ore no Hazukashii Oto
9.4.2025 ch 4 (where the seme basically SA the uke because he wants them to be more)
Crazy Beautiful