♡'s manga / #Sad(55)

The art made this 10000 times more dramatic

Didn't expect I would cry for this manga cause the mc just looked like a dumbass. Also the drawings were so... mesmerizing? There's just something about them that made me feel in awe of painting, not just the execution but the whole idea behind each one, I feel like I got back a passion that was long lost

The frick? Went in without reading the title, the summary or the comments so I wasn't ready for multiple heartbreaks

I've re-read this sooo many times, and re-watched the anime multiple times as well, yet it always hits me right in the feels. It took me many re-reads to understand how deep this is, deeper than I thought, although it was already pretty heavy the first time. How their relationship started so early and ended so early, before they even had the opportunity to grow through their hardships. How yuki's possessiveness that is typically seen and loved in BLs led to overbearing dependency on Mafuyu's part, especially at such a young age. It gives such insight into romantic relationships that I have never seen in other mangas, truly it stays on my mind a lot. I love when they were at the beach, the last quote, where he talks about forgetting details, and it feels so bittersweet that Yuki has never listened to Mafuyu sing like that

But why are my eyes sweating so much?

Damn the air is so dusty my eyes keep watering

Damn I wanna continue reading this but it makes me so sad. You can surround yourself with the best people but it is inevitable that you will come across people who have contrasting opinions, even if their opinion means nothing words can really hurt