Yurushi Shinrai's manga / #impotency(1)

Will get a movie adaptation (the clouds gahter) The plot is basically that: a dude is a masochist because his fahmther raped him as a child and now he has a trauma and doesn't see himself as a human anymore (wich he does not realize) A new guy starts working for him and falls in love, because the new guy is impotent the uke is turned on by him, feeling all rejected and stuff. However the new guy somehow cures his impotence and uke develops feelings.... And then like Yakuza over Yakuza over Yakuza over Yakuza over Yakuza over Yakuza over Yakuza.... Bleargh.... It's like ok I'm kinda diggin this but also I have no Idea what's going on because I stopped reading the conversations because it's almost always the same old shit.... I only focus on the relationship because the other thing is trash, at least now the beginning was fine. I lied lol... Waiting for an upload, l-... like it so far.