Nii-chan (harada)
The first few chaps were rough. I felt uncomfortable reading them and they made me upset but yet the story intrigued me. I don’t know how to feel about it because I kinda liked the story that was told. NOT THE PEDOPHILIA!! No way!!... but it reached into the minds of victims and even covered how the family of a perpetrator felt (Mai) and how it shaped their lives and how they had to deal with it. It also dived into how a victims mind thinks, how they justify what has happened to them, and how they become the perpetrator after. And even tho it’s gross its true the victim and perp can end up loving each other but even they can’t escape what has been done they still have to deal with their family, friends, and the real world. That’s why I like that it wasn’t like other happy endings. Kei still had to deal with his trauma( going as far as taking pills to deal with the lasting effects )and accept what he had done to Yui. And Yui had to still hide himself and his feeling from his parents while lying to himself that He COULD leave his parents if they didn’t accept him and Kei but in reality he can’t. I feel like The author was just trying to shed light on different perspectives because at the end of the day this is just one-type of relationship that comes from events such as these. I also feel that people are more disgusted by the fact that it’s a yaoi and how it starts than actually realizing that it’s the story that’s what’s important. Everyone in the comments are saying that they are grossed out but this is a real life issue that no-one want to talk about and even tho this story is unpleasing it sheds light on this topic and makes people more aware of these type of situations. And also the fact that it’s a yaoi, I feel, brings more attention to the story so that more people will read it and learn. And with that the same people who say it’s a terrible story and that they wish they never read it had the choice to stop reading it but they continued instead. Because of this I feel that these same people really just wanted to read a plain old yaoi and were upset when they got an actual real life situation that they have ignored, and even through their anger at this story they still ignored the meaning behind the story and just focused on the fact that it made them uncomfortable and automatically had to reject as to not feel ‘gross’ about reading and maybe even liking it.
Classmate (ASADA Nemui)
Lmao I was looking at the cover and realized that it’s a rape story and I was like nooooo. Nope I don’t like rape story’s. And then I went down to the comments to see what others thought and one comment sounded familiar so I went to look at the pictures and OH MY GOD!!! Fuuuckkkkk I realized that I had already read this story. I don’t remember when or where but I did. And even the memory still leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I mean I’m pretty sure this story is the origin of why I don’t Accept when the couple gets together after rapeing one-another in a yaoi. This story was too messed up my guy... like nooo the fact that I had forgotten about it leaves me with hope that I can forget again cuz damn my guy....I just... no... this story is a big Ol nope. Just don’t do it.
An Uncomfortable Truth
SPOILER!! Omg I litterly cried when it was over. That first chap had me hooked!! I love a good story about a psychopath. The crazier the better!! But damn It was so long and went by so slow like the first chap got me and I just wanted to know I tried to speed by while still taking in the development because I was getting anxiety from not knowing what had made him do it. And honesty right away when I saw Jaeha I knew right away yup he dies and lord and behold he did. It still made me sooo sad. I mean he finally didn’t feel alone anymore and he was making up with Taeoh and omg Yura!! They were perfect for each other aaahhhhh. And Taeohs story really hurt cuz like he was almost there!!!! He was almost forgiven. he was almost back to having his old friend back. He was almost free to feel safe and happy. He was almost there!! (SOB) god and then the trauma from the scene he witnessed from his friend defending him to said friend getting absolutely wrecked to everyone around him getting completely slaughtered all while he was spared even though he was the original target... all that and he didn’t even get to say the one thing that he had been aching to say for years to the one person who had comforted him and then whom he had betrayed. Like god-damn his story just made me hurt more then Jaeha dieing. But the thing that upset me the most was Yura. I mean ya I wanted she and Jaeha to be together but Taeoh was right. She was only thinking of herself I mean did she not say “ Tell me what to do.” and Taeoh said STAY AWAY FROM JAEHA. And what does she do. She ran strait to him. Don’t get me wrong I respect her character and back story but 8 ppl died including Jaeha and Taeoh probably has ptsd and she got attacked all because she couldn’t listen. I’m not going to argue over Yoseob cuz he was bound to break sooner or later but I’m sure he wouldt have attacked Jaeha and gotten him killed in the end. Because he only attacked Jaeha once Yura started to get real close. And that’s all I have to say... anyways a great well written story
Obey Me
Ummm I don’t even know... I mean I... I can’t even put into words. I mean I like that hayan was respected as a transwoman and her pronouns were respected. I mean idk I guess it was a good story in the sense that it’s so post to be fucked up and it is fucked up. And the fact that it kind of made sense like how hayan was a practice, and how they escaped was efficient and reasonable. Also the fact that it didn’t drag on was pretty good too so yah I guess you could say it was a well put together messed up story.
Warehouse
Damn dude. I read the description on Lezhin and all I saw was kidnapped, torture, and warehouse! I was hooked. Damn ligit read this just to see the main characters mind and will slowly break... and damn I was low-key getting frustrated... like the dude was not breaking and a part of me was like “wow he’s a strong one he’s never going to give in” but damn then I seen the choking scene... yah that part of me disappeared and I was like “ YES（≧∇≦）this is the breaking point! “ like damn I really thought he wasn’t going to break. And then he did and Now I’m holding my breath for how the ending is going to turn out! ヽ(´▽｀)/ I can’t wait!! What’s going to happen?! Is the seme going to die?!? Are they both going to die!? Will he be caught and go to jail or something?!? Will HE be saved and go into a psych ward or maybe live the rest of his life with ptsd while still struggling to survive while also low key forgetting why he even has ptsd because of the harsh life he has to keep fighting for or maybe if seme dose get caught and trialed he’ll go visit him cuz maybe he can’t let go of what happened and has to go back to see him for some type of trauma relievement ( cuz let’s be honest when our main was locked in the warehouse that was the easiest his life has ever been. ). Or maybe they live happily ever after ( which I highly doubt) ,after those other guys get their money or something. Like what’s even going to happen with those other 2 guys like they look like they can warrant for another season... which I honestly do not want cuz like damn the two mains are two interesting with their story to side track to another story..(if that makes sense). DAMN BOIII~ I finished that bitch and it was amazing DAMNNNN when I say EXACTLY what I wanted I got damnnnn boiiiiii dis was a real good one. I said HIGHLY DOUBT the have a happy ending but damn killa whale did not disappoint cuz it was happy as fuck like the dude got away with the whole feasco damn boiii it was good
Killing Stalking