just_m3h's manga / #unrequited love(306)

The cheerful, kind and popular Kyousuke became the brightest point in neglected and lonely Kasumi's life during their school days. Kyousuke has always had a complex about chosing the right path (because of his asshole dad), so he always believed his love for Kasumi was wrong. And when he realises Kasumi loves him back, he rejects that too. And yet, meeting after years and years, their feelings remain the same. Bittersweet. They sure took the long road home. But they got there, in the end. Maybe, if they had stayed together from their high school days, it would have lead for a much worse experience, hurting each other inadvertently. I know that. But this was still such a painful thing. It was good, though.

The sexual tension between Kou, the number one porn actor in his company, and Shuzo, a top cameraman, comes to a head. Porn industry and love don't mix well for me, but to each, their own. Personally, I don't like them putting their relationship on hold for porn. I don't like the teacher getting away scott free. I don't like Kou's trauma going unaddressed. He needs therapy. 2.7

Yu, the unsociable dick, and Ryo, the cheerful, athletic, popular dick have been friends for all their lives. Ryo has always been working to make sure Yu only has eyes for him, which is maybe why Yu ends up so twisted. Going through middle school, Ryo realises how strange his obsession is and he tries to pull slightly back during high school, only to have Yu get a girlfriend, just to spite him. Ryo realises he's gay and that he shot himself in the foot. They both eventually confess their feelings and continue to be dicks happily ever after. Wow. They're such dicks. While it's easier to blame it on baby Ryo and say his dickish actions have warped Yu forever, I think, Yu is inherently a dick in his own right. I still enjoyed it! The sex was fun. I just wish they weren't such colossal dicks. 4.45

Upon return from an overseas posting after 2 years, Nogi is reunited with his coworker Aoyama, who turned Nogi down in the past, saying that he didn't want to date Nogi, because Nogi was originally straight. But now it seems Aoyama has a kid. And the kid (Tsumu) and Aoyama are as adorable as ever? And Nogi is still as in love as ever?! Nogi is a kind and capable seme and Aoyama is such a sweetheart, who cares so much about his people. And Tsumu is the best kid in a yaoi manga, maybe ever. Love the lack of terrible, homophobic people around them. Not realistic, but you need stories like this, sometimes. And I really loved that he got to hear his parents' thoughts, in the end. He really, really needed that, I imagine. 5

About a rich heir to a conglomerate and a young doctor. The doctor's only ever been in one relationship, which was mentally abusive and he does not really understand how relationships work. The heir, who becomes besotted, is happy to show him. I think this works so well because they are both quite mature and decide to address their issues without unnecessary drama. Especially, the seme was wonderful with communication. But overall, have to say it didn't leave much of an impact. 4.5

Akito falls in love at first sight with maths teacher, Masaki. After weeks of finding excuses to be with him, he finally confesses, only to be rejected because Masaki himself is in his own fruitless unrequited love. Can Akito get him to look his way? If. If at least Masaki had held off the sex until graduation, I could see myself liking this more. But as it is? It bugs me. I get that Akito was 18 and Masaki was quite young himself. That Masaki wasn't even his teacher. But he's still in a position of responsibility towards Akito, and this is really just not right for me. 4.3

1: Satoru who gets left behind at the alter is comforted by his long time friend Daichi. But does Daichi, who happily feeds him and looks after him, only have friendship in his heart? I like that Satoru was hard working. And that he cared so much for Daichi. I don't like that mangaka gave him a general air of incompetence for no apparent reason. Daichi is obviously wonderful, between his unwavering feelings and gentle nature. 4.6 3: Kanata's nextdoor neighbour Hayato is a carefree person who spends his money at the slot machines and brothels. Useless as he is, he doesn't seem to realise Hayato's feelings at all. But one day, he asks Hayato to help him scratch a certain itch. Kinda have to agree with Chika here. I don't get why Hayato is into him. And even though he does try to improve himself, not only do we not see the final results, Hayato actually dissuades him from trying!! Also, asking a high schooler to help you masturbate because you're too broke to go to the brothel? Ewww. And then still not realising Hayato's feelings after everything! Next! 3.4 4: Ryo runs into Min having sex with his sex friend at school, only to learn afterwards how badly Min is being treated. Ryo resolves to become Min's friend and keep him from getting hurt, only to find himself developing more than friendly feelings for Min Mins was sweet and all, but I think Ryo is such a wonderful character. I love how he had no ulterior motives, not even curiosity. He genuinely just wanted to be Min's friend and protect him from assholes like Min's old sex friend. I also really like that Min didn't comment on certain aspects of Ryo's physiology negatively, instead telling him he's beautiful. It was very heartwarming. Would have liked to read more. Much more. 4.8 5: The new hire Shiba is just Nagaoka's type. But he's unfortunately straight. Nagaoka resolves himself to dealing with his feelings quietly but and unexpected situation presents itself during the company hot spring inn trip. 4.4 They're obviously great together and both very likable too. But the sex was too vanilla and disappointing. Even with that shaving scene, which should have been smoking hot, by all counts. Overall: one miss and several mildly good to extremely good ones. 4.3

Two friends who drifted apart due to a misunderstanding in high school meet again as young adults 5 years later. It was yoo short for me to even gauge their personalities. The plot was overused. Not bad. Just, unremarkable. 4.3

Kiichi comes over to stay at Niina's place until the term is over. On the surface, they are just strangers in the same class, barely interacting, except for acknowledging each other as much as two nice people who are unceremoniously thrown together would. On the surface. At it's core, though, their relationship is so much more, more than they themselves dared to dream. Kai Kiichi, you confident fucker, you!! I am so proud of this dude, like, he's the one, bruhhh! Look at him go after what he wants, damnnnn. And Niina, is such a nice dude, who wouldn't want him to be happy?? Who wouldn't want them to be happy? And Niiina's parents and family are the absolute best too, apparently. I love this so much, like, this is just superb. Really, really good. 5! 5: Story about Koichi, Kiichi's doting elder brother, and his boss, Arun. About realising how someone else's regard for you can pull you right in, when it's just the right person. Enjoyed it. Again, both really likable characters. This mangaka is on a roll. 4.8

Dohyun (alpha) becomes enamoured with the kind Seawoo (beta) and convinces himself that the only way Seowoo would ever fall for him is if he acted like a helpless omega in heat. But Seowoo's kindness ran deeper than he had thought. A diligent and compassionate beta like Seowoo over a self important alpha, any day! Dohyun has damn good taste! 5!