just_m3h's manga / #sadist(4)

4: the making out in the bar bit. Only I can touch him 5: begging not to break up on the street Vol 2 chap 5: yoshimi comes to save riku from hiroto 12: hotspring 13: cute yoshimi

1: Takamizawa is seriously a bit of a bully, and he always has the upper hand too, which I find to be extremely frustrating. He knows he's got Niina wrapped around his pinky. Niina is so ditzy, this hasn't aged well in that sense. But they're together and relatively happy, so there is that. Although, a lot of communication and equality is needed in the relationship. Their fans were annoying but Takamizawa's were seriously the pits. 3.9 7: Something about an ero mangaka who needs inspiration so his manager keeps fucking him? Comedic and shallow. 3.5

It's SO hot. It would be perfect, but the rape? dubcon? in the beginning plummeted this thing's rating (it would be 5/5, otherwise). I am rereading it again, right after finishing it, it's so good. Their relationship is so spicy. 4.5

When he said 50 more years. I fucking died. That's exactly how I've been holding on. This story's fucking debilitating, I swear. I knew it was about the trauma and loneliness attached to having a particularly unsavoury sexual fetish, so while I expected to be sad, I didn't think there would be anything much I could relate to. But the depression and loneliness, damn. I didn't expect to be attacked. The thing is, both characters are so lovely, too. And he's such a sincere guy. I guess they both are. They're good people and they deserve good things. Ch 4