just_m3h's manga / #Surgery(1)

Egoism Heat

Complete | Takami Itsu,TAKAMI Itsu | 2019 released
2021-03-02 05:29 marked

Shouma's parents keep pressuring him to find a nice alpha and settle down. He ends up picking up Kanata, a random homeless stranger off the streets, to act as his pretend boyfriend. I was reading the first 2 chapters or so, I was bewildered by the high rating. I couldn't understand. But this was stealthily one of those mangas that play the long game. The angst, the love, the trials, it certainly pulls your heart strings. I can't say I was happy with how Shouma threw Kanata out. He should have given him a chance to explain. This is years of trauma and waiting to die, coming to the surface, man. He spent every day not expecting to live longer than 40. Cut the man some slack. I wonder whether Shouma might have aborted the baby if Kanata had not happened to meet him then. Whatever it is, I can only be grateful he is theirs. That evil, vile alpha got away scot free and that will never not make me angry. They're good together, so damn good. But some of the things mentioned previously sour this for me, just a bit. But not so much that I cannot appreciate how lovely they are together. 4.7